Newest.Hottest.Unwantedest.

2009-10-26T10:23:00.000+08:00

MOVE OUT PEOPLE!!
I AM NOW AT.....
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Note everyone!!

Thanks!!

2009-10-12T22:40:00.001+08:00

hey all!!
Im moving!!
Moving where!!
Ermmmm!!
Moving blog!!
Im using Livejournal now!!
And well let me UPDATE you guys there more often!!
I will give you all my new link at my tag board!!
I will close this thing right after i right my new blog url!!
I plan to move due to I am getting tired of Blog and wanna try something new!!
Something better!!
By the way all!!
I changed my number!!
So do tag my tagboard!!
if you dont have it!!
Thanks!!

2009-08-12T04:01:00.002+08:00

Kitty Box - Lil' Kim

Hating over small reasons.

Well National Day for me was awesome!!

This post will be mainly what happen during the night of National Day till National Day itself!!

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The night of National Day!!

Got back home from wedding!!

Hit the keypads on my laptop!!

And webcam with Cousin Ika!!

And then she asked to come over!!

Prolly Cousin Mumtaz would come along!!

As her mum isn't at home!!

So she can be home late or better yet, not go home at all!!

But due to problems!!

Cousin Mumtaz didn't manage to make it!!

Such a sad thing though!!

But she did pay up by meeting us at 6am at Boon Lay!!

And F.Y.I she stays at tampines!!

Haahahahhas.

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NATIONAL DAY ITSELF!!

So well we met at Boon Lay Mrt at 6 AM IN THE MORNING!!

Many Hilarious things happen!!

From Apek lay head on an unknown woman's shoulder as he was dreadfully sleeping in the train!

Me shouting "If a 50 dollars note were to fall all the ground

*saying this while pointing*

All this SIIIIINGGAAAAAPOREEEEEAAAAAN will come and chase for it!!!!"

Hahahahahas.

And all look at me like one kind!!

But who cares!!

So we met up!!

Had breakfast at Macdonalds'

And then made a few videos!!

Dares and some Educational and Knowledgeable videos!!

About 12 we go our seperate ways!!

So well seems Im like going back home so well i tagged with Cousin Mumtaz!!

And well while going we discuss about school stuff!!

That made me thought of my assessment Boooks!!

So well head down to Popular when Cousin Fhazana Called!!

Asking me whether wanna go to NDP!!

So well i said yes!!

so well seems Cousin Mumtaz lives like Below Cousin Fhazzana house!!

Well why not i send her home too!!

And wel yes i did it!!

And then upon reaching there!!

We chit chatted and hang around the house!!

As i reach there about 1 pm!!

While it feels like 5pm to me due to the early wake up call!!

Hahahahs.

So well we started getting ready at about 4pm!!

Left house at 5pm!!

As glam is like the main Priority when going out!!

So well we hit the road!!

And reached my pace about 5.30pm!!

We hanged there and do some errons needed to be done!!

And well from the plan to go to city hall!!

was cancelled due to the human traffic which will take our time of having fun!!
So we planned to Get some drinks and picnic at Pasir Ris!!

We bought food and chips and drinks!!

And seat at Pit 13!!

I remembered those things and hell yeaaah!!

We were like playing truth and dare!!

But the best part this time its all truth!!

According to me its always dare!!

So we did a little change!!

I brought down 4 of my friends!!

and gladfull that my cousin and my friends can clique!!

UNLIKE SOME PEOPLE!!

so yeaaaaa!!

We had really good time!!

We camwhoredd!!

Bitch about Indians!!

And had sex talks!!

HAHAHAS!!

It was all funney!!

THE PEOPLE WHO IS LIKE MY BESTEST BEST FRIEND NOW!!

AS IN BECOME A FAMILY FRIEND NOW IS

AYANG!!

NOI!!

WAWAN!!

FAHMY!!

so well thi people are loved as much as the family!!

And well about 12 we all head home!!

Me and Nana we head back to tampines while the rest heead back to Pasir Ris which is like damn close to their CRIBBB!!!

HAHAHHAS!!

Well i cant explain much here!!

As there is like SPIES here to checkmy account!!

So well you wanna have a more detailed of what happen!!

Go down to Cousin Fhazzana Blog!!

Wanna know!!

Text me or Call me or Nudge me!!

Everyone may know except *THE YOU KNOW WHO*

Well im gonna leave you with the awesome pictures that I myself fall in love with!!

BUT T WONT ALL BE HERE!!

go down to my facebook!!

and the pics will all be there!!!

The best NDP Night ever!!!

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Oh wait thats not where it ends!!

So well before heading back to Cousin's Crib!!

We head down to meet my another cousin Shamir!!

So well Shamir had Pizza so called us down to have some!!

And yeaaaah!!

He noticed the difference!!

But no matter how bad he is!!

He is one of the male cousin which is like a real brother to meet.

But yet the coolest!!

Love Cousin Shamir& Cousin Fhazzana!!!

So about 2+am!!

We went back home as Cousin Shamir met his friend!!

Who guess im 16!!

ZOMGGG!!

So well we head home!!

I changed and then watched television with Fhazzana while browsing the web!!

And well after that i used!!

and JUJU wasnt asleep!!

So well meet up woth her at the staircase!!

Smoke and Smoke and Smoke!!

And then called Fhazzana out and then again with the truth and guys and girls stuff!!!

And then Juju became random!!

And said she has Face Paint!!

So well we followed her home to get it!!

And then we when to the stairs!!

so half way painting at the stairs!!

Shamir scared us!!

We were like shock as usual!!

So well after doing the face painting!!

We head down to recording and lip sync!!

So well after that we head down to Cousin Shamir room!!

And then we did more videos!!

And then about 5am!!

Juju when back home!!

And then me and fhazzana and shamir camwhored more!!

the pics will all be uploaded in facebook!

go take alook aiite!!

and then we slack!!

and then we sleep!!

which is like 6.30!!

and i slept till 4pm!!

and Fhazzana woke up like 1!!

but due to her sister Farhana!!

Haahahas!!

And well when the moment i woke up!!

I text Fhazzana expecting she is still asleep!!

But she is like awake!!

With Fieza (Shamir's Girlfriend) and Cousin Shamir!!

So i joined them watching The Hangover!!

Rating for that movie about 5!!

SO yeaaa!!

Okay okay laaah!!

Then planned to go to some Kenduri!!

But like Persuading Uncle!!

Uncle didn't allow!!

So well we just ignoredd!!

and then i thought of going by myself!!

But i fall asleep and woke up at 10!!

But i got a hell of scolding from dad lahh before going to bed!!

Hhhaahahas,

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I still love you dad!!

andd

I love you too mum!!

After mum scolded me!!

She came in my room and askedd!!!

"Do you hate me?"

"Are you angry at me?"

Well i said NO!!

Gosh of cause i wont lah!!

They are like correcting me omg!!

I love you dearly parents of mine!!

Not forgertting my most beloved and adorable cousin Fhazzana!!

And my Sweetest earthling who just joined my Part of my heart which is meant for family!!!

AYANG NOI WAWAN FAHMY!!!

NOT FORGETTING SHARIFAH the number one!!

AND THE CUTEST UMMI!!

AND LISA!!

LOVE YOU ALL!!!

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Hate me for the smallest and stupidiest things!!

Just dont step on the wrong wire of my head!!

I swear you will see a side of me where no one have ever seen it in the class!!!

But if you have to just do it!!

too much sin and burden to carry!!

2009-08-07T03:52:00.002+08:00

FunHouse- Pink

You wont get away with your sins!!

According to my classmates!!

Terrence DIED!!

He met with an accident!

&& REST IN PEACE DUDE!!

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Happy Birthdaaaaaaay Sick aka Nizam!!

AKA means as Known as

for people who doesn't know abbreviation.

Hope you are happyw with whatever you have

Chase your dream while you can!!

Best before you go old Oldman!!

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Ego!!

Your Ego brings you no where!!

Caused by your Ego!!

No one wants to talk to you!!

The thinking of yourself perfection!!

Just doesn't work on us imperfected people!!

Burned

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Straight-Forward

People always like to say " i like to be straight forward rather then talking behind"

But i think sometimes talking behind better!!

You being Straight-Forward just hurts people feeling!!

You Dumb OR Stupid!!!

Opinions may hurt people!!

Especially your's!!

And no one can live with someone like you!!

Burned

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Bossy!!

You being Bossy!!

Go shopping with you!!

Always get your stuff first!!

After that if you tired you wanna go home!!

You think what we dog isit!!

Once you're done straight away go home!!

So Disrespectful Man!!

We didn't even get a chance to search for our stuff!!

Its fine to give opinions!!

But you could do it in a nice way!!

And dont tell me you don't know!!

What rubbish!!

So old go Learn how to respect people can!!

Burned

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Correction

You think you are so good isit to correct people!!

You think you are perfect isit to correct people!!

You think you are old enough to correct people!!

Here is the Rehab Steps::

1st step-Own a mirror

2nd step-Put it somewhere therefore your whole body is viewable!!

3rd step-Analyse your mistake!!

4th-Look at the mirror and ask " Am i really Perfect?? "

5th step-If yes, You go live your life yourself!!

6th step-If no, good enough we are on a same track.

7th-Apologise and hope everything is gonna be fine!!

Isnt it simple!!

Burned

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Money/Respect

This is a very sensitive topic to touch on.

But i will!!

Well I live under my Parent's Money!!

I respect Him!!

No matter what!!

I respect him even though he is at fault!!

Unlike you!!

Burned

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Gossips

Is always the same old thing!!

Andy cannot be trusted!!

I scare Andy a little He can shoot out anything!!

Andy is a Hypocrite!!

Is that all you got!!

the same old story over and over again!!

Well who leaked the fhadilah story to the family!!

Who is the backstabber of me!!

Who is the one who say ' SAYANG ANDY'

In real life ' DONT TRUST ANDY THAT MUCH '

So who is the backstabber cum hypocrite now??

Who is the one who made the Aunties DISLIKE ME!!

Not because of your Horrible Mouth!!

Burned

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Secrets

You jolly well know you can't!!

Or maybe like you said!!

If only the secret is healthy!!

Trying to be Mrs Nice!!

OR Family Pet!!

Whatever Major Loser!!

F.U.L!!

Burned

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Frozen Yoghurt

Well thats the most delicious healthy food ever tasted!!

The shop name FrozenLick!!

Go give it a try!!

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Videos

Okay i started making videos in youtube!!

And i would like everyone to see it!!

Comment it!!

Rate it!!

Subscribe to it!!

Im LEARNING!!

So need all your supports!!

Loves!!

http://www.youtube.com/user/andirifictarded

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iLove Fhazzana Raffid!!!

The pic says it all!!

2009-08-05T01:53:00.002+08:00

Sweet Dreams - Beyonce

Whenever you leave, Im inconsolable.

05-08-2009

Today is the day.

The day my classmate.

Turn 19.

Well all I could say here is Happy Birthday.

May all wishes granted.

and Your life be Prosperous.

Happy Birthday Indah!!!!

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Freedome of speech!!

I live in a world where freedome of speech can be a violation amongst the law.

&& how long must this stay.

People must learn to accept facts about themselves.

its too bad if all the words heard is harsh.

but somethings just have to be said in a form of verbal issues.

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Hatred!!

Someone hates you so much!!

What should you do!!

Ask why??

Ask youself??

Did you do anything wrong to that person??

Cant think of anything??

Well ask around!!

Perfection is never a criteria in a person's well being!!

So obviously there is a mistake that lies between you and that person!!

Think hard till no ends meet.

Firstly, think before your next step??

Dont rush to conclusion!!

Such that, think if someone hate you, and you still cant think of what you did wrong??

well meet up.

go for a coffee.

talk things out!!

Matured way!!!!

Immatured way!!

Confrontations.

Talking rudely without thinking it might get worst.

Such a result that the person might hate you more.

Talking with attitude and always thinking you are right.

This is the way an Immature will act.

so if you are that kind of person!!!

Dont even think of using this phrase!!

"Grow up laaah"

You dont even have the philosophy running in you!!

So it is wrong to use it to others!!

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Love!!

I love my cousin alot!!

Her name is Fhazzanna!!

We love each other like fuckcore laaaaah.

Im proud to have her as my cousin.

We never fight.

We respect each other.

We listen to each othes's advice.

We have fun together bad or good without anyone knowing.

WE KEEP SECRETS AWAY FROM EVERYONE.

AND NOT SPILLING IT TO ANYONE!!

and as you can see.

that is BOLD!!

Due to that is the most important criteria of a long lasting friendship.

No matter who ask or what they say!!

Keep the secrets which is meant to be secret only between both of you!!

No matter a big fight or a small fight.

Keep and uphold that trust given to onhold that trust.

Once taken away it will be gone forever.

Or even may Bring up Grudges over PEOPLE!!

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LIES!!

You may thing it is only a first white lie.

but to cover that lie you will need another lie.

so the upmost importance message her to be brought out!!

is DONT lie and tell the truth.

Lies will not end a problem instead it brings up another problem.

And remember.

truth will be out fast or slow.

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Why do you think you are right??

Cause you think you are perfect!!

Why you correct others??

Cause you think you are perfect!!

Why do you think you mix better with older crowds??

Cause the younger crowds know about you and hate PERFECTIONIST like you!!!

Moral of the Story::

Be humble and never think you are too good nor too bad!!

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People Judge you!!

You dont like it!!

What about you Judging people!!

You think people dont mind!!

You judge my friends!!

Its not fine with me!!

You judge my attitude!!

Its not fine with me!!

You judge my expenses!!

Its not fine with me!!

You think you are GOOD!!

You judge my friends!!

At least they are in my age group!!

You judge my attitude!!

What about your bossy attitude!!

You judge my expenses!!

What about your new devices!!

See and Own A MIRROR!!

LURKE DRAM!!

We maybe friends last time but not anymore.

Im a hypocrite to you and only you!!

Cause i was treated the same way with your BIG MOUTH!!

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BFF!!

You say this but you do that,

I didnt see my name in that!!

but you said im all about that.

And seriously i cant accept that!!

You called me that.

But you dont act like that.

Its more of when we meet then that!!

If we dont then it wont act like that.

So what do you call THAT!!!

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Classmates!!

Im so presurised over the Pile of studies torturing me!!

I need help but no one is there to guide me!!

I've been missing from school for a long time.

And i need those light of guidance to help me succeed in my O level!!

I dont need those mouth gapping asking me How am i Doing??

Why have i been missing??

All i need now is your guidance to help me succeed.

I will see who would it be!!

And from there i would thank that person for being not a great friend!

But a perfect one!!

The drama happening in class.

im totally lost.

i dont know what happen.

all i know is My cousin Not been attending school.

and i dont hve his number.

and i cant contact him!!

Do come back to school.

STUDY you dumbshit!!

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Family!!

Oh well my relation with Dad is getting better.

and my mum has been the perfect-ed version.

see her home, we chat.

Dad walks in, i go to room.

&& then Mum starts settling dad!!

treating him like a prince and all sorts that!!

Hahahahs.

Me and mum always have the same thinking over issues.

So i finally finalized that im in a family filled with DRAMA yet with LOVE!!

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Movie!!

Im so in Hindi Movie mood right now...

since i watched Jab We Met!!

The perfect show!!

I love that movie and i recommend all to watch it.

Its in youtube.

its in HQ AND WITH ENG SUBS.

so go ahead get your mouse and popcorns excersice your finger and type in

Youtube, and search for the Movie Jab We Met Part 1 with eng subs!!

and then sit back relax with the popcorn in hand and start viewing!!

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Kumar Drag Queen!!

She/He is like the main topic going around Singapore Youths.

Go head down to Youtube and watch the 3 different parts of the whole stand up comedy.

and enjoy the laughs!!

just search the heading for this section.

and you can laugh your underwear off!!

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DO TAG MY BLOG COMMENTING ON THE ISSUES I BROUGHT UP TODAY, thanks.

2009-07-17T02:37:00.002+08:00

Second Time Around- Lady Gaga

HELLO everyone.

its been a long time since i post.

well now.

here are the updates about me.

well i want to start with my class.

Rina likes Hafiz

Hafiz likes Rina.

BUT.....

Hafiz doesnt like Rina's behaviour.

What should be done??

As for me....

Aqillah knows about it.

so yeaaaaa.

i dont care.

she knew it long time ago.

which is FUNNEH!!!!

&& Rina lately tell something to Tini which is like not supposed to be said.

and well now Tini is ANGRY at Hafiz.

hais DRAMA SIAAAA!!!!!

and that is not all.

THERE IS 2 PEOPLE DISLIKING Rina.

and well they've got plans.

now another DRAMA!!!!!

hahahahas.

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Hating on a cousin is a difficult thing.

but i dont care cause i got one very special cousin.

and i love her lots lots.

HER NAME IS::::::::::

FHAZZANA SKITTLES!!!!

i love you sosososososososo much.

and well the next post will mainly be pictures of me and her.

i also miss the Ben&Jerry's over at your place.

with the late meals.

and the drinking.

the webcaming with Michelle and Beatrice.

ahahhahs.

its all so cute.

your lesbian Partner huh sweety,

and the late night movies.

and the blank heads.

and the go to shop to get clorox remember.

ahahhahs.

i so miss all those small little things we do.

we dont have to catch a movie.

we dont have to go to marina barrage.

we dont have to go to seoul garden.

just to have fun.

only the presence and the love of cousinhood can make us smile.

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the sleepover at Juju's Place.

ohhhh it was damn fun.

we were like camwhoring.

or maybe having a mini photo-shoot.

you should look at the pictures.

we even used kartika's room.

so shhhhh.

if she finds out we are toasted.

and well it was damn hell ffun.

look at the fun-filled pictures that we ave in facebook.

go look.

i also uploaded a few pics in there.

go have a look aite.

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&& as usual i alays screw up stuff.

i thought the youthOUT is this Saturday.

and i when to tell everyone about it.

and you know what.

thanks to cheryl.

she told me youthOUT is not next week.

nothing is next week.

and well youthOUT is 31st july.

hahahs

i know im stupid.

and to cover my himboness.

i just tell everyone that the DJ KENA SWINE FLU.

SO CANNOT MAKE IT.

ND THEY CHANGE THE TIME TO 31ST AND ITS NOT AT SENTOSA.

hahahahhas.

Juju knows the truth,

so this is simply a confession.

im sorry.

im so known to be slow.

hahahhas.

and i wanna prove to everyone im faster than you can think.

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here is some YO MOMMA jokes I've learnt

Yo momma is so fat that when a bus bang her sh shouts

"HEYYY WHO THREW TAT ROCK ON ME!!"

Yo momma so fat that when she sat on a bible

JESUS POPS OUT

Yo momma so fat that when she wears a bikini everyone will shout

"NAKED WHALE"

2009-07-01T20:48:00.002+08:00

Hush Hush- Pussycat Dolls

Michael Jackson is dead.

People are such hypocrites.

when he is awake.

no one talks about him in Singapore.

Now when he is dead.

its like in everyone lips to say he is dead.

and so called my idol.

he is like the king pop.

all that crap.

i know he is.

but why cant people treat him that way when he is alive.

people said he is a pedophile.

raping kids.

he is a black and a wannabe white.

omg.

he had skin disease.

as he grows old.

his skin show spots of white.

so instead of living black with spots of white.

he has the money.

so isnt it betta he go for a skin pigmentation operation.

whats so wrong about that.

and his nose.

his dad always called him big nose.

he has the money so why not have a nose job.

to make it look betta.

urghhh hypocrites is filling up this world.

do what you think and say what you feel.

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H1N1

gosh Singapore is getting filled with people,

catching this disease.

and like.

more people are dying.

how could this be.

the world is going to end.

get me a kitchen table for me to hide on.

hahahhas.

okaaaaay laame.

hahahhs

but im serious.

there is like 536 cases of swine flu.

and its all caused by those pigs.

grrrrrrrr.

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i want you back...........

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Why is everyone leaving me.

i need some get together party to rejoice ourselves back i swear.

i need it.

i miss everyone.

and i need it fast.

2009-06-03T23:31:00.002+08:00

Graduation-Vitamin C

Definition of Pity A Guy

equals to

Making Use of A Guy

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Dont suffocate her.

she may did something wrong to you.

played behind you.

and she may be being a cool off.

and she is in a fault about that.

at least you knew about it not even after years.

your excessive protection shows you dont trust her.

and this also tells that when trust isnt there.

love isnt present too.

in a relationship never only your partner in the fault.

you did too.

there must be something you did that made her do things like that.

and when she tells you what she is facing with you.

why must you go around blabing it to everyone.

its not needed right.

the only thing you are protraying is your gf is a "bitch"

you like that.

despite of that, you still ask her lepak with your friends.

what are you trying to show.

YES its true friends is the people you can speak out your mind about.

but you are growned up.

you are old enough to think.

there is things which you need to keep it confidential.

which you dont.

pity her if you love her.

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New theory::

sex is not needed in a relationship.

if you really love a girl.

and you know you gonna get married to her.

why must you ask for it now.

and give a reason "you dont love me anymore isit"

because she loves you she not giving you now.

as its like a test.

to test can you wait till marriage to have IT.

like if you really love her.

you wouldnt wanna grab it away from her.

do you wanna see her in embarrasement.

its an embarassement to her.

as guys will always look down on girl which are USED.

so do you want her to be lookedd down.

NO RIGHT!!!

pity your girlfriends befroe its too late.

and VIRGINITY SAVING is a good thing.

as its arouses you more on your first night.

so guys wait for that 1st night of yours.

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i want a bridge.

as in a piercing bridge.

its inbetween your eyes.

on your nose.

yes its hot.

i know.

i like it.

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its not good to sit with your friends gf/bf

when your friend is not around.

a new theory learnt.

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sarcasism isnt a good thing.

it can be stopped if its a want to.

its like speaking using languages.

if you always speak eng.

and suddenly you have a typical malay friend.

who is not goodd in eng.

and you knwo you are capable to speak malay.

you would change to speak malay right.

its the same.

sarcasism can be stop if you want to.

its not a habit.

its something that you want to potray to your friends.

and believe me.

all this sarcastic people is gonna be hated and daaaaaamned one day.

so dont kaaaaaay

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i need accessories.

and i need them fast.

when should i go get them.

ermm tommorrow is the beest time.

tommorrow it is.

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2009-06-02T06:17:00.002+08:00

words.

hello everyone.

its been so long since i posted.

my cousin borrowed my only source of internet.

so yeaaaa.

her's is more important i guess.

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there had been so many things happening.

from fights to chalet to partay to camping to tonning.

had 2 chalet this week itself.

Lisa's birthday.

4 faith 2009 class chalet.

shockingly jerome and sandra are together.

like cute.

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theres a problem needed to be said.

if your bestfriend broke up with his or her partner.

would you wanna date that person.

is it a good thing.

well this happened to one of my bestfriend.

she has another close friend which is right now sleeping together with her ex bf.

although they broke up and there is nothing between them.

feelings are still there am i not right.

and hurts are also felt.

well that close friend of ours have always been doing that.

hope she realises.

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i got a 23 year old classmate.

he is weird.

we was taking pictures of my hair from the back.

i know my hair is weird but he is more weird.

like never hold a camera phone before.

always take of people picture without permission.

weirdnedd of that 23 year old man.

hahhahahs

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PDA!!!!

i hate it.

Public Display of Affection.

publicly making out.

what are you.

a fifth grade.

never made out before isit.

need to do it public.

to show the world you made out before.

and you are no loser.

eff off laaaah,

tongue fighting in public nor in chalet and shit places like that is totally not appropriate.

things should be done in private places.

only between you and her/him.

where is your dignity?

the worst part of all.

they are proud.

WEIRD!!!!

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Happy birthday to all may peeps.

Lisa

Siti

Sharifah

loves loves loves.

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hello june.

andd i use to love june.

but too bad.

there is no june holidays in private school.

what to do.

rot and study in school.

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im starting to miss the old times.

where did all that go.

can all that come back.

melting in those memories hoping it will all come back.

you were the positive side of me.

and i cant help but to hold off all the pain and misfortune.

it was hurtful to hear things you wouldnt wanna hear.

and it was said that it was started due to pitiness.

i would rather pity myself then.

showered in pain.

wiped in emotion.

the only thing i could do now.

is telling you that nothing is ever gonna change my love for you.

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okaaaaay emo-ing.

hahhahahs.

smiling back.

and well no interview as i have no one in mind.

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&& thanks

2009-05-15T01:46:00.005+08:00

the man who cant be moved- the scripts.

Shout Outs::

days passed and problems solved in school.

and yeaaa loving it.

Mr Noh aka Birdnest.

freaking gave us 2 essay and 8 summaries to be done.

and well mugging right now to finish it.

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Love::

well Miss A.

she is the nicest thing i ever met.

and well i dont think she ikes me yet.

so let time tells me when is the perfect time.

as if there is love between us.

there is no need for the rush.

prolly after O's is the best.

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Topic::

mouth is a very good weapon.

you may simply useit to kill someone.

its the strongest weapon.

your mouth.

can even put up people into fightin.

your mouth can even put people in divorcing.

your mouth can even put people in a trauma.

just by using your mouth you can do anything.

so take care of that very powerful weapon that you have.

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Interview::

its about the circles of friends you have.

the advantages of having a more matured friend.

i have interviewed Diah(name not to be told to keep her identity a secret)

she is a girl who always goes out and date older guys.

her opinion about going out with older guys are::

*they advice in a positive way.

*you will be having a more healthy outings such as instead of drinking and talking nonsense , they eat, talk, exchanged views, advice each other and more.

*you learn more about life and its things better with difference view and perspective

*you got to experienced it with the right group of older men and women to be able to understand a little about what she is referring.

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what does all that means?

2009-05-13T15:14:00.004+08:00

nothing's gonna change my love

hello.

today's topic is about teen.

well im sick of this.seriously.
i was in the bus on tuesday morning.

when 2 student from damai sec boarded the bus to bedok int.

and i stuffed my earphones in my ears(where else)

and listen to my music.

and then i tot i saw a friend at the bus stand.

in the end it wasnt him.

and when i turned around.

this 2 lower sec student.

were kissing.

and i removed my earphones.

and you know what i heard.

the muach muach muach sound.

like hello.

fucking know where you stand.

you are freaking in the public.

______________________

PMS.

may it cause you to cry.

i got a class me who has her mensuration.

and she was crying.

and well.

do you think its possible.

to cry over some blood clot in between your bee hives.

like hello.

isit that painful.

tooo bad i dont know.

so yeaaa.

teeheess.

but i sense something is not right with her.

i think there is something more then the cramps.

and im about to find out.

teeeheees

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is korean drama that addictive.

like heroin.

pls tell me no.

i have a couple of friends.

who is so addicted to this guy name kim hyung joon.

is that his name.

i dont know.

even a few of my cousin is crazy over him.

like is he really that special.

hmmmm.

investigation needed for that guy,

who knows he wear susuk.

TEEEHEEES,

evil siaaa me.

anyhow saaaay.

okaaay sorry to the fan of Kim hyung JOOON.

okokok.

no insults happened.

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i when karaoke at CASH STUDIO yesterday evvening.

it was awesome.

its so grand.

and after all.

the tendency of the mic to go shrieking is so lil.

unlike certain places.

i join the membership.

ike im proud.

they were like bye mr andy.

and i was like okaaay thanks.

hahahahs.

the package is like this.

3 person pay 39 dollars nett.

so each pays 13 dollars.

and if there is additional people.

you have to add $5++.

so yeaaaa.

its afffordable with the customer service and equipments.

and the variety of songs there SO MUCH.

so yeaaaa.

if you are a student.

tell me i can give 10% discount.

so yeaaaa.

i got THE CARD.

teeeheees.

proud me.

hehehhes.

get back to the ground andy.

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im in love.

ive forgotten you.

finally and after all.

tmr is my 1st month of single after the latest break up.

so yeaaaa.

i manage to get up.

like thank god.

not like my cousin.

she takes 2 years.

hais.

kiinda stupid.

why would you wanna think about a person who dont even think about you.

CORRECT.

and now i love MISS A!!!!

even MISS A doesnt know who she is.

so yeaaaa.

silence.

2009-05-13T13:24:00.006+08:00

a little not over you - david archuleta

hello everyone.

this was when i was in sec 3.

daaaamn diff i know.

and well this is a few of my closest bff.

and well miss them all.

everyone is like drifting apart.

so like shout out.

COME BACK YOU IDIOTS.

fyi they look so much better now believe me.

for example::

this is Michelle right beside me.

this is Juju. she is turning into a punk. hais

She is lisa. and that guy there is me.

Simple raiiite. and well im reminded of hannah theseirah.

but nvm hhehehhes.

im gonna post about her another time.

i love michelle.

i love juju

i love lisa.

and ily the rest of you.

teeeheees.

kapish.

xoxo.

2009-05-12T00:32:00.002+08:00

Thinking Of You - Katy Perry

Get all your facts right.

no point as lies filled the space of your bestfriends head.

you tell me this.

you tell her that.

i want to know it from you itself.

why you doing this.

i never talked bad about you since THAT day.

and now you bad mouth-ed me.

wow gees thank.

you hate my friends fine.

but that doesnt me you can insult me.

well lead your life i dont give a damn.

and if you know who you are.

great then.

i found it.

hope you found yours.

in the end you asked for it.

________________________

well mother's day celebration.

when over to bugis.

mum's favourite fish head noodle.

and then head over to bhg.

shopped again.

like thats it.

_________________

right now talking to farah andd sufiah.

and sufiah being a total B****.

she ois just keeping her mouth shut.

me and farah pastering he to talk.

TALK BITCH TALK.

(oooops)

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when for a job interview.

like sial uh.

must pay 1000 dollars for a freaking portfolio photoshoot.

ike shiit uhh,

you want me to be a model.

i want to be an actor.

i dont want to embarrass myself being a plus sized model.

like fuck them bitches.

heartless freaking bastard.

_____________

my dad saw a girl sitting beside us.

and he miss my sister.

evil mum.

owh geeeey thaaanks.

____________

talked to iika and nurul again tonight.

we are planing to go sheesha.

and go batam.

like coolness raiite.

cousin trip.

im soo into it.

_______________

i talkedd to arienna.

and she is like having some problem with (insert name here)

and she has to use my name as she is

so malu with (insert name here)

what can i do.

we gonna have a charade todaaay.

muahahhhs.

well tommorrow night i tell you how the charades go.

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i met NURAINI bff.

and well she waved and i waved back

and i smiled.,

and she smiled.

we cant talk as im otw out from the bus.

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talking about bus.

i took 21 from st michael

and fyi st michael is over at whampoa toa payoh there.

and so well i was sitting in thwe bus for freaking 2 hours

just to reach to my destination.

which is my crib.

like it took forever lah just to reach.

lucky got fairoz

accompannied me otp.

so i dont get bored.

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reachedd home i slept like a baby.

mamamamam.

and well too tireddd laaah.

and well wake up msgedd AQIELAH.

and well she was eatin.

at freaking 10pm.

like whooaaa.

and well watchedd DESPERATE HOUSEWIFE.

falling for Eva Longoria Parker.

she is the hottest thing ever.

and well no one is perfect.

so the imperfection of her is that

SHE IS SHORT.

soo yeaaaa.

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*imperfection of a person makes me fall for them more.

*before you find the perfect one for you, you have to see the perfect ones for others

*there is never only one person making a mistake in a

relationship.

2009-05-10T19:06:00.002+08:00

Love Game-Lady Gaga

Happy Mother's Day.
Well i celebrated it last night at a karaoke room at Grandlink.
And well it was filled with 3 families,
and believe me it was full.
like zomg it was fun.
but the boring part was everyone was singing malay song.
wtf raiite.
i dont like.
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next was me and my mum.
we celebrated it at suntec to shop.
and hell yeeeeaaaaah.
dad did a foot msg.
and i when to play arcade.
awesomely great.
and im goiing out again to continue the celebration.
we when hope for awhile to pray as a family and to rest after the long work we had.
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i want a job.
thanks to::
noi farhan and mazzzzzzzz.
(sorry maz your z many2 due to i spell your name wrongly on the previous post.)
they introducedd me to the job that relates to my 2nd dream.
A Camp Instructor.
something like that lahh hoh.
__________________________
Im never gonna eat SUBWAY again
_______________
i miss lisa and hannah and diana and munirah.
_________________
lately my dreams are all weird.
i dreamt of me stucking in a lift and te lift collapsed.
i also dreamt that diana sells bread which is like so nice.
and instead of baking, she fried it.
and its damn delicious in my dream.
and thanks to my dad waking me up just to tell me we having breakfast outside.
and i cant continue that dream although i tried sleeping again.
__________________
and Mas Selamat was found in Skudai Malaysia.
and he was found long last month.
but Singaporeans only knew it this week.
Thank to PM Lee.
_________________
Lady Gaga rocks big time.
i tell you listen to all her song.
and you know why i like them.
owhh swhiit.
im not perv if thats what you think.
______________
You have to grow up.
seriously.
dont make small matter become big.
and you have to treasure all your friend.
and if you think finding a friend like her is so simple.
go ahead.
loser then.
but you are still my friend.
unless you think that me and her is so easy to find kind of friend.
and no names are said.
i dont want you to think i hate you.
but seriously change.
______________
and i fucking wanna watch
THE PROPOSAL.
nice movie.
and aqielah you betta watch with me this time.
no more postponing.
___________
Im using TAGGED everyone.
kindly add me.
same email as Facebook.
______________
tata for now.
need to go out again.
loves.

2009-05-09T12:39:00.002+08:00

you make my brown eyes blue.

Today i received a news that Mas Selamat is FOUND!!

He is found in Malaysia.

Wow thaaaaaank goddddd.

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Tonight i went to Aladdin at Haji Lane.

it was a the best damn thing.

there was games, sheesha and scotch.

like Whoaaaa.

this was inclusive of Me (duhk)

Noi and Farhan and Mas

Hendra and Yam and Boy

and so on as i dont really know them as they were farhan's friend.

well we playedd dare using cards.

like cool huh.

and yheaaa.

night rider-ed home.

reachedd about 2.3o am.

like zomg the best daaamn alcohol combination tastedd.

secret recipe lah huh.

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thursdaaay class was funneh with Aqielah.

she was pronouncing rubbish such as::
Craig David-Craaaack David

Katy Perry-Katy Periii

Kat Deluna-Caaaaard Deluna

Hhahahahs.

hilarious much.

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Fridaaaay a freaking drendchedd wet day.

i was caught up in a heavy rain while waiting for freaking

traffic lights to turn green.

it took 5 mins till it changes.

and by the time it turns green im already soaking wet.

and well got to class.

Indah complained about the rain.

Hena was so dry and we were cursing her to be wet after school.

well Hayati she is dry too due to her humongous umbrella.

and well we were being a disturbing group of students during social studies.

hahahs.

ended of with a couple of camwhore at sheng shiong on Nurul's phone.

and well did i tell you i was damn sleepy in class.

you know why.

i slept over at Noi's place at freaking 3 in the morning.

and woke up at 7 just to make sure i get to school on time.

and well i am proud as i am early and as usual.

its always draggy to go for social studies.

and because of that.

i have to do 2 essay and about 8 summaries to be done for the whole class.

like daaamn that bird nest.

_____________________

Subway!!!

the Ham is all pork together with the Bacon.

so well if you wanna eat there.

only eat the terriyaki and the meatballs and cheesy steak and soo ooon.

________________________

Wonders*

why did i put that picture up?

well mainly.

im lost.

i need you.

and thats all i can think about.

hiding the deepest darkest feeling.

yet no chance was given.

everyday i will always try to forget you.

but i failed.

hunger for the vitamins of your love.

and thats all i really care.

Dont you feel that?

___________

okaaay emo for awhile.
lemme be happy again.

ohh waiit.

Nuraini didnt msg me today.

hais.

what a bad friend.

what to do.

sec 2 only.

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I love Noi.

well she is the bestest friend can ever have.

and well now i am happy.

as i found her.

who cares who leaves.

in the end the chance of truth will come.

so well BFF Noi.

__________________

Rashika my cousin.

found a stalker.

as a date.

sad thaaang.

so everyone beware.

if someone know alot about you

and you only know that person for few days.

well beware.

stalker is on the lose.

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well lately i have been watching videos in youtube.

i was askedd to watch by farhan.

its a video about this guy.

his name is stevie starr.

and he is known to be the regurgitator.

okaaay class.

regurgitate means to vomit.

so you should watch the video.

he vomits out light bulb, nails, balloon.

after telan-ing the things.

hais go watch it.

and suddenly i miss.

Bunifa Latifah Shareefah Halifah Jackson yaaaw.

the greatest comedian.

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im sleepy.

i slept at 5am.

and i wanna sleep again.

eyes daaamn heavy and

i just gotta post.

as last night was a hell of a night.

but not yet to the extent of hell yet.

still middle range.

well when i know and get closer to them.

then i can definate the hell with them.

______________________

i love you and thats all i can think about, --------

my hearts shattered to pieces just cause i was thinking of

YOU. and the only thing you can do now is save me

from all this misery that you put me into.

2009-05-06T22:13:00.002+08:00

LoveStory by Taylor Swift.

hello everyone.

i need to make an announcement::

Its Fake!!!!

who says Swine Flu hasnt reach Singapore yet.

Well a nurse from Raffles Medical Hospital.

Told me that there is 3 patient who is having Swine Flu in the Hospital.

Shut the crap of saying its not here yet.

ITS HERE EVERYONE.

so yeaaaaa.

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Mother's Day is coming.

so what you all getting for your mom.

well there is a shop in Tampines 1.

they are selling stuff for Mother's Day.

its selling bracelet and stuff like that.

You can also get your mom some IN thing.

such as Vintage Dresses or Tunic just to make her feel young.

make them breakfast which includes ham and bacon.

good idea huh!!

for my family we are having a family dinner at my aunt house this weekend

and next week at my house.

well its a party with karaoke and dance and cakes and gifts just for ur beloved mothers.

those who wants a cheap gift.

you can make a card for them.

especially pictures of them with you when you were young.

it brings tear to their eyes i tell you.

or make a family video for HER.

its so sweet saying thanks and all.

and in that video it can also include your father.

its damn sweet.

so yeaaaa.

we all children of the world say I LOVE YOU MUMMY.

together on that day yaaaw.

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i am here to also blog about fariz.

as i miss that old friend of mine.

he is geeky yet funny.

well hope he get what he wants.

and well love pushedd us forward.

so not be afraid to start a new.

kaaay.

i also miss cheryl.

she also gone case.

hais sad lah for me.

all forget me.

daamn sad.

i know you stay at woodlands raiite.

but do remember me kaaay.

i miss Juju too.

and zomg you becoming a punk.

hope you dont change.

i miss Sharifah.

well she called me today afternoon.

like finally after a long time.

and luckily she still do remember me.

i just wanna see when she remember me.

i miss lisa.

she is one white bitch that i miss alot.

she is like on girl which i cant get off my mind.

hahahhs.

LISA!!!!

i also miss Hannah Theseirah.

she is one clubbing girl.

nice to party with and yeaaa she is my daaamn bitch.,

one sexy lil bitch,

hahahahhs

well love yaaaa.

____________________

i feel like goiing zoo.

why i have no idea.

miss those animals.

and they are nicer then human thats for sure.

______________

SUSHiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!

i miss eating them.

but i scaredd eating those cold frozen sushi.

i remembered i vomitedd like hell.

like no body business.

____________

SUBWAY!!!

its the nicest sandwich i ever tasted.

i swear dammn nice.

i soo gotta eat it again.

i love it.

its the nicest.

from today onwards.

if any of you ask me.

ANDY WHERE YOU WANNA EAT??

SUBWAAAAAAAAAY!!!!

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Muttons is so evil.

one of the dj has a mother.

she pronounces 'spaghetti'

as ' cappeti'

teeeeheeees!!!!!

_____________

Nuraini.

well she is the nicest person ever met.

and yeaaa.

she said i made her happy.

which makes me happy.

hoot hoot!!!

well always unlucky to meet her.

and well try to get those chance and

prevent them from running thin.

______________

Akillah Anwarie is the most caring person i ever met.

Nurul is the nice but dont show kinda friend.

__________________

Currently listening to::1,2,3,4 the plaint tees

theres only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you.

i love you.

theres only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what i'll do.

i love you.

iloveyou.

2009-05-05T16:17:00.003+08:00

eh eh(nothing else i can say) lady gaga

this is the first time im doing this format.
this is thought by my dearest.
which you can see in the pic.
teeeheees.
and well todaaay i go school late.
as in daaamn late.
you know why.
i wake up at 10.45am.
and my class starts at 9am.
so well i hurriedly showered.
head over to granny who is sitting at the hall watching some show.
sitted with her for awhile.
she preparedd me gado-gado(malay dish)
and well ate it and left off the cucumber and tempeh.
I didnt know how to eat so yeaaa.
well head to school.
and actedd angry to Sufiah and Farah.
and they were like wonder why am i angry at them.
but actually i wasnt.
and well studied for chemistry.
although i missed physics class.
sob sob-mid year next month.
and well then before head home.
as usual buy myself a cup of cold soyabean milk.
then bus-ed home with Indah.
and then we were talking about her make up.
and then head down the bus i tripped over the pillar while waving to Indah.
and everyone saw.
i heard giggles but what can i do.
well head home.
eat then facebook-ing and blog-ed.
nyeaaahaaa.
and well later getting ready.
head to some dark and noisey place with a couple of friends.
sssshhhhhh those who know keep it low.
teeeheees.
and finally i think im over it.
i didnt think about Sharifah no more.
instead yesterday night, i had a dream of hugging NURAINI.
whaaat a dream.
so msg-ed her to inform her.
and well she didnt reply.
hais that girl same like me,
reply msges so late.
and well yesterday night also i had a dream of my old ustaz,
he came over to me and all my friends and only tegur me to go back to the masjid and go for madrasah.
and well, i know thats weird.
like what a dream.
maybe that is something i should do though.
well i am already mengaji now.
isit'n it enough.
hais hais hais.
and well didnt get to meet Akillah.
and fyi me qand akillah starts talking.
wooohoooo.
hahahs.
shhhh.
Gadis Mystery.
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the things we had.

the things we did.

the things we shared.

the things we hold.

the things we treasured.

is all past tense.

andd all i could say is i cant say nothing.

2009-05-03T18:17:00.003+08:00

hello again.
no more emo day for this post.
as there is a few things that i wanna share.

Firstly is SWINE FLU.

well its not YET in singapore.

i repeat.

NOT YET.

so it might be coming.

so take serious precautious in it.

____________________________________

Secondly is Estella,

well this girl just dont know what it means by someone is attached.

well my bff here has a brother.

and her brother is attached.

but well there is this girl who disturbs my bff brother till

he needs a time off with his gf.

despite that, Estella was proud bout it.

what a sad bitch she is.

_______________________________________

Thirdly, i have been fishing for a couple of time now at bedok jeti.

and its a great place to fish.

i swear.

you will never go home without a fish in hand.

well the 3 things you need to bring hen you go there.

a rod.

a reel.

and 2 dollars.

later when youre there, there is this uncle who sells the hooks with hair called tamban hooks.

well with that you may fish all day.

and pls dont forget to bring the neccessaries tooo.

such as a place to put you fish and such.

_____________________________________

Forthly, i have been receiving complaints about,

how JIWANG my blog is.

so i will try to stop talking about her in the blog.

but a guy have to do what a guy have to do.

i have to let out my feelings here.

and wish someoone walk pass and tell me "i am here for you"

_________________________

fifthly, i was on msn just now.

i need to go to the loo.

and i told everyone whom i was chatting to.

BRB.

and when im back i went online.

and so i told them.

IM BACK.

and you know what all of them reply.

WB.

not even a single one said WELCOME BACK.

all said WB.

isit so tough to just spell out that phrase welcome back.

teeeeheees.

i was roflmao-ing out loud.

it was funny but it shows kids are what this days.

including ME.

_____________________________

Sixthly, i wanna talk about school.

well let me start with

Sufiah-a very high peeched girl. funny and caring and sensitive

Farah-well nice and sweet but very sensitive

Indah-noisy girl who just dont know how to watch her words.

Hena-scary looking girl but very funny and nice when known.

Nurul- ladylike as what she described herself yet merepek.

Hayati-laugh alot but not much words said by her which is weird.

aqilah- she is just loud and nice and sweet and charming.

but now both of us are giving silent treatment to each other.

due to what i merajok with her.

cant take jokes uh.

you joke cn.

i joke cannot.

haiis.

if only she would start talking to me back.

i would be gladfull.

i wont start talking to her.

as its gonna be weird as i tried to start but its just tough if she just dont look at me.

so let time tell.

but for now i just be with the studious gang.

___________________

Seventhly, i wanna eat Rib Eyed Steak Medium Well at Insomnia.

the greatest Steak on Earth i swear.

go try okaaay.

its over at chijmes.

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Eightly, Jangan Tegur the movie was a lil rubbbish.

especially the story line.

it would be nicer if they concentrated on Baizura alone.

and what the aunty did to her.

and what the husband did when he found out the wife killed his niece.

and did the grandma died due to the aunty also.

and tell how is the black magic done and such.

it will be more interesting.

but the make up and the ghost all was awesome.

17 again was fine. the movie is nice.

as zac efron can really bring up the fatherly character and the humorous part that makes it nice.

imagine your cousin dated your mum.

and the twist was you cousin is about your age.

hahahhahahas.

funnneeeeeh.

______________________

Ninely, i cant explain this feeling.

i think about it everyday.

and even though YOU moved on.

its just so hard to walk away.

speechless

trying hard to forgett you.

yet so hard to love you.

2009-04-29T02:25:00.002+08:00

Kehadiran membawa seribu erti
Terasa bagaikan suatu mimpi
Indah mahligai yang kita bina
Impian kini terlaksana sudah

Tiada ku terlintas akan terjadi
Kita kan terpisah jua akhirnya
Sejenak ku terfikir segala
Oh keindahan bersamamu

Kembalilah kasih kepada diriku
Hidupku sepi tanpa kehadiranmu
Dengar rayuanku jeritan batinku
Masih dahagakan kemesraanmu
Hanya kau yang ku cinta tiada kedua
Usah biar ku menderita

Setelah kau pergi tiada kembali
Pilunya tak dapat ku menggambarkan
Abadi kasihku yang amat suci
Biarku yang dalam kegelapan

Dengarlah dendangan laguku untukmu
Suara hati lambang suci murni
Berat saatku dilamun rindu
Setelah lama dikau pergi oh...
Kasihku... oh...

there's no meaning without you!

the realisation.

2009-04-23T23:25:00.002+08:00

I just realised.

Nurul made me realised.

and in the end i know whats the cause.

keep it all to myself.

not telling to anyone.

she gave me hints long time ago.

and its too late too apologise.

all i can do is to regret to lose such a wonderful person that i could ever have.

and just sit and think of the mistakes ive done.

im nothing compared to her.

she is the world while im just a lil earthling living on this planet earth.

im sorry if i hurt you.

i know we are both from different worlds.

as what you think.

i am goiing back to your world without you noticing.

and i know im all bad in your eyes.

and i will accept that cause im no good.

but i just wishedd that the romeo and juliet that we used to be could continue.

cause all i could think of is you.

the meaning of l.o.v.e.

i just felt it at the spur of moment when u left me.

im forcing and walking and trying to walk forward.

but the head just fail to listen and just need to turn back.

so all i could do is to see u lead a happy life just without me.

the hunger in me fills every single day without hearing to your voice.

its at the rim as its time to decay.

monstrous pile of love medicine is needed and no one can give the same supplements like you do.

and all i could do is pray for the best as there is nothing to lose in the end.

but for me there is LOTS to lose.

and i just want you to know.

that there is so many people who needs you.

but all i can think of is i need you most.

Juliet, save me, I've been feeling so alone.

I keep waiting, for you but you never come.

Is this in my head, I don't know what to think.

You're the meaning in my life.

You bring feeling to my life.

Wanna have you near me.

I wanna have you hear me sayin'

No one needs you more than I

this is all i could say to you Sharifah.

Updates

2009-04-20T02:59:00.002+08:00

The Blog is somewhaaaat updatedd.

like well im busy.

so well whaat u expect.

and yeaaaah lately fishing is like awesome.

and i lost my phone.

for 15 hours.

thanks to belovedd juju help me contact the guy to contact me.

and well forgetting you is still difficult.

memories lingers in my mind every turn i make at every move i take.

whaat ccan i do.

hide those sorrows.

and im totally not clear on maths statistic and deviation and probability.

like difficult to hell.

and well lately i heardd this old song that was remindedd by my dearest cuzin

Nurulhuda/mrs dee/Nuraz.

and the song is DANGEROUSLY IN LOVE.

the part that captures me is this

I am in love with you

You set me free

I can't do this thing

Called life without you here with me

Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you

I'll never leave

Just keep lovin' me

The way I love you loving me.

Every time I see your face

My heart smiles

Every time it feels so good

It hurts sometimes

Created in this world

To love and to hold

To feel

To breathe

To love you.

hope she understand what im feeling.

but yet im not expecting any changes.

as...

2009-04-18T01:27:00.002+08:00

Hello.

im officially single raiite now after a 6 months of attachedd.

and well i love her still.

but no choice.

all her reason was "its for our own good"

believing her.

we split yet holding a tight frendship.

but this was the song we played on the time we broke up.

and till now im still listening to it.

no doubt,

i am carrying on with my life.

trying to fall with other girls.

but the memories will be fresh in my mind.

no doubt.

and the song goes like this.

Tak pernah terpikir olehku

Tak sedikitpun ku bayangkan

Kau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri
Begitu sulit kubayangkan

Begitu sakit ku rasakan

Kau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri
Dibawah batu nisan kini

Kau tlah sandarkan

Kasih sayang kamu begitu dalam

sungguh ku tak sanggup

Ini terjadi karna ku sangat cinta
*Inilah saat terakhirku melihat kamu

Jatuh air mataku menangis pilu

Hanya mampu ucapkan

Selamat jalan kasih
#Satu jam saja ku telah bisa

cintai kamu;kamu;kamu di hatiku

Namun bagiku melupaknmu butuh waktuku seumur hidup

Satu jam saja kutelah bisa sayangi kamu…

di hatiku

Namun bagiku melupaknmu butuh waktuku seumur hidup

di nanti ku……

2009-04-10T15:45:00.002+08:00

doink doink.
hello
im bax again.
sorry for late posts.
cos damn bz and sick.
and lappie not working again.
pissing off raiite.
hais.
hahahhas.
well.
errrmm.,
lately ive been goiin shisha.
at the best place in the Arab Street.
hahahhas
and ermm.
sentosa 4d magix was awesome.
and clubbing every tuesday at homeclub is like the in thanng.
as theres no one checking ic.
uhukk.
and well 14th april.
sad day i supposed.
and let her b hapy with her decision.
crying the nights out all i did last night.
without anyone knowing.
and im writing it here just to pour it out.
hais.
and well i just cant say the 3 words.
as it seems its no where between us anymore.
as im the only one feeling it.
well wateva.
life moving on.
and hope nothing happen bad in future times.
and well now.
concentrates on O lvl.
hahhahas.
thats it.

NOW IN A MOOD OF LOVING PPL::

ilove Siti and Lisa

ilove Noi and Ummi
ilove Juju and Karmila
ilove Hannah and Sandra
ilove Fitri and Elly
ilove Fariz and Cheryl
ilove Aqillah and Farhana
ilove Rara and Ika
ilove Sulasteri and Fairoz
ilove Nuraini and Kiwi
ilove Fhaz and Nurul
ilove so on.....

reasons for loving coming up in next post.
i love all of you

2009-03-21T16:05:00.002+08:00

hello babies.
its been a long time since i post.
so well here i am again.
doing a lil finger excercise on love.
well i love who??
i love ppl who love me.
OK lame.
HAHAHHAS.,
well hate me.
i love you no matter whaaat.
bt most of all.
i love SHAAAAAAAAAAAN!!!!
well u wont know whats tt unless u are me or her.
well nvm.
lately i hate entertaining phone calls.
and msgin pon like poiintless.
and i watchedd COMING SOON.
ITS AWESOMELY SCARY.
sorry that i huggedd u and screeam at ur ears.
hahahhahas.
well and my fav hangout spot raiite now is PASIR RIS BEACH.
AND YEAAAA.
HAIKAL.
hmmmmm. hope he is fineeeeee.
and well SITI and NOI.
transformation moment.
same gowes with UMMI.
and yeaaa sorry i cant continue this post cos im goiin sentosa baby.
hahhahahass.
bye all.
muachk muachk muachks.

2009-03-09T00:03:00.002+08:00

Sincere apologies.

im sorry for the rudeness.

well its true.

whaaat m---- said.

and you wanna know who is m----.

its Sharifah.

and well JJ calls her bloody.

the person that criticized her.

well it shows how maturedd she is.

and fyi im doiin this partly for myself.

as she is teaching me something goood.

although we break up.

well its over.

but you still mean alot to me.

and we broke up due to the previous post.

thanks to people who cause this.

but mainly my fault.

and i need lips.

okok,

loves.

and welldont ask me who ask for break up as.

its a mutual understanding breaak up.

Currently

2009-03-05T01:27:00.002+08:00

ME and HAIKAL are frieeeeeeeeeeends.

and well the only problem now lies in her mum.

and well with diydeee.

all is coool now. simple aite. ahhahas.

lotsa love all.

f.u.k is i dont know.

to diydeeeew is not even close to my memory.

satlover NO IDEA AS USUAL.

well but no worries no physical touch only medical.

hahahhahas

thats all.

the commotion days.

2009-03-05T01:13:00.005+08:00

well my internet is gone.
sadd raiite.
bt dont worry im gonna get one back up soonish.
and well lemme tell you bout the chalet that took place during last weekend.
well i went out with sharifah and ummi and noi first.
then we sit down chit chat.
and then go to LEMON TEA SHOP.
and playedd the LEMON TEA DARE.
and well then i won 3rdd.
pathetically.
and then Noi was last.
unbelievable.
and then noi must be daredd 3 times.
1st dare.
walk in the middle of basketball court like a handicap.
2nd dare.
walk around the playground in sunplaza park by communicating in alien language to herself.
last dare.
she had to take water in her own bare hands and walk to sharifah.
roflmao.
and well than story continues.
my turn.
i must first go infront of this indian couple playing swing and ask them to stop.
and then the next dare was to act like a crazy man in the middle of the playground.
and well next was ummi.
hahahhs.
her's is hilarious.
well she had to wave to this group of mini- ahbengs.
and well then start dancing "SHE BANGS SHE BANGS"
hahahhas.
well then i head to chalet.
and ummi and sharifah heads home.
and well me and noi head over to pasir ris.
well she stays ther so o with her.
then well took bus and then we went over to under her blk.
and she send me to a bus stop to take a bus to aloha chalet pasir ris.
and well then while walking to the bus stop.
we had to go under the block opposite her hse.
and we both saw a man walkin in the lift.
bt when we reach to the front of the lift.
there wasnt anyone in there.
but we ignoredd and walkedd.
and well noi didnt send me all the way to the bus stop instead.
she send me till the slope and walk the long way back home.
jahhahahs.
well then i waitedd for the bus for 30 mins.
and still no sign.
calledd up dad.
ask him pick me up to the chalet.
waitedd another 30 mins.
and then he dropedd me ther.
reachedd chalet.meet up cuzzins.
and well eat.
then playedd cards.
and then walk over to downtown in the middle of the night.
and playedd more cards.
calledd the bats.
and then playedd more cards.
and then played soccer.
and then playedd monopoly.
and then all cuzzin fell aslpp.
well my uncles got awake.
and well we playedd cards together.
and we playedd till the sun was up as in 8am.
hahhas.
well join my aunt to go swimming with her daughter.
and well swim swim swim.
till 3pm.
with my cuzzin and aunties and uncles and many more.
hahahha.
well then go back chalet.
showeredd and sleep.
then woke up at 6pm.
washedd face.
changedd tops and bottoms.
and then head down to the bbq pit.
and then startedd the party.
well the cuttin cake.and the bbq.
and the karaoke.
and the cuzzin.
and the rain.
and the jacuzzin.
and the cigars.
ahhahahhs.
it was all happpenin.
had fun.
then after all that comotion.
we all slept at 5am.
wake up at 9am.
and then changedd to swimming costume.
and head down to swimming pool.
and playedd water polo.
hahhahas.
then we playedd captain's ball in the swimming pool.
it was a hell of a game.
and we ended around 4pm.
and then we all bathedd in the swimming pool with shampoo and soap.
due to out chalet water got cut off.
due to some technical difficulties.
so well we dirtiedd the pool with bubbles.
hahahahs.
well then reachedd back to the chalet.
changedd to dry clothes.
and then packedd my bag.
and then put it in my dad's car boot.
and well sit in the room.
without helping.
simply out off the bad place to sleep.
in the end i still helpedd out.
when the moving of the stuff to the hse.
well when all jobs were done.
i slept.
begged my dad to pickedd me up.
due to next day school.
maths somemore.
hahahahs.
well he pickedd me.
then go eat.
i was mooody.
as i kept quiet.
cos im tiredd.
well then after dinner.
reachedd home.
i slept till thhe next day.
hahahahsh
maths lesson on monday was nothing much.
met juju after school.
she pickedd me up.
and then we went down to pasir ris with RARA.
and well then we head back to tampines to meet sharifah.
and study and well went to the library to continue study with juju.
and well then we playedd in the rain.
PISSED JUJU OFF.
and yeaaa sorry.
hahahsh.
head home showeredd and eat and watch tv and slp.
science lesson on tuesdaaaay.
well it waa chaotic during physics.
and well after physics.
lots of my friends go home.
so i was lonely.
bt lucky got glenice.
and well chatted with her bout chemistry.
and everything.
and we both finally masteredd the balancing equation.
which i do not understand for the past few years.
as ther is actually a formula for that.
ahahhahs.
well go home directly after school.
and btw.
todaaaay yazid never go schooool.
weirdd raiite.
i know.
jahahhahs.
well when home directly after school and sleep.
and then wake up noi called and askedd me to look at the commotion in haikal's and my blog.
well from the tag you know whats happening.
well i dont bother actually.
but well i didnt contact anyone bout this.
but to my astonishment,
2 ppl whom i didnt know support me.
well im proudd.
hAHAHHAHAS.
but i still dont know who the are.well.todaaaaaaay.
no school.
so gerek.
bt wake up early enjoyedd a hot chocolate.
and msgedd sharifah a romantic msg.
called up noi to go out study together with ummi and sharifah.
and well.
dont know whats gonna happen.
bt well we gonna meet at 3pm.
so yeaaaaah.gonna get changing.
hahahswell then seee yaaa soon.
and sorry bout the tag box.
alot of ppl tell me not to layan.
but i just as to me.
this is something to get it over and done with.
and well lets just see what happens next.
and well i just wish ppl have mature minds to settle problems.
thAts all folks.gonna get ready bye.

HATES.

2009-02-27T01:03:00.002+08:00

i officially hate someone.

you want to know who.

drum rolls please.

are you ready for this shocking news.

well 1, 2, 3,

i hate ________________________

want me to tell you now.

okaaay i spell it.

WHAT DOES IT SPELL.

HAIKAL.

yeas haikal i hate you.

26/2

2009-02-27T00:04:00.002+08:00

Hmm.

Todaaaaaay.

its a Thursdaaaaay.

WAKEDD up early for schoool.

msg SHAYANK once eye opens as promisedd.

and well headd to toilet and showeredd.

and had my Breakfast.

i hadd Bread and Nutella and meltedd cheese.

andd head for school.

was late.

due to my late wake up and the slow bus.

AND well then reach school sit beside RINA.

and then headd down to Mac for Luuuuuunch.

Together with Rara and Yazidd.

and theeeeeen headd back for english class.

surprisingly saw YUL AZIM smiling at me TWICE.

that quiet and silent guy smiledd at me.

weiiirdd and well just gave him a smile back.

and RINA saidd i was giving a fake smile.

WELL whaaat to do.

i was busy with my compre man.

and well then finishedd class.

headd home with Yazidd and Rara.

coincidentally met with cuzzie

said hi and walkedd towards the berth together.

and then headd home seperate ways.

and well then i bus-ed home with yazidd and notice a nice side of him.

after all he is not that weirdoo after all.

and Indah just freeeaaaakiing irritating.

she noisey can we all noiseey cannot.

tell her she from indon go b ack to indon.

dont sebok come in singapore and act as though she rule the class.

siaaak tu pompuan.

muahahahs.

and well Rara tegur her skirt short and never use pants.

she tell Rara back that her pants cut herself.

like one bitch rite.

not happy say straight urhhkk.

no need to talk behiind.

and well better then her after all.

never use pants.

kaki cantek takperhhkk.

haiss.

well then dont because that bitch spoil my day.

well then that myanmar student keep on asking me questiion.

i was happy to hellp but too many questioon.

halamakk.

make me like on ans booklet like that.

and then.

after heading home.

put bag at home.

and planedd to use my CAMERA BAG.

after a long time of not using.

and well usedd it.

and well go karaoke with juju.

and well the embarasing part comes.

I FELL IN THE MIDDLE OF THE INTERCHANGE LANDING ON MY BUTT FEET UP IN THE AIR.

well thanks to the raiin.

i felt so stupiidd.a

and lotsa ppl giggle.

i was drainedd of embarrasment instead of water.

and then when i was walking home.

i carried my slipper to my hse.

cos the floor was super wet and im afraid to hurt my butt again.

and well thats all.

then met up with SHAYANK.

missedd her so much todaaaay.

and well we sang our song.

NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU.

and well many more things happen.

like smokin in the area we waasnt allowedd to smoke.

ahahhahs.

and well then headd to sendd off sharifah and me and juju stayedd in the bus.

as we wantedd to chat first before heads home.

and well then chit chat drank coke.

smoke.

and ate karipap.

and mine was filled with chilli.

and i love the karipap which is like soakedd in chillies.

hahahsh.

daaaaaaamn nice.

jahahahs.

and well then after a few minutes.

Juju confestedd and well to HIDZIR.

happy for him.

after all thats what they both one.

jhahahahahs.

well good luck to them.

and HAIKAL I DONT MEAN TO SAY WHAAT I SAID.

and well u are missedd and well i love you.

and i was just pissedd and mainly i had a bad day.

dont worry im goiing to tag u now okok.

hahahahs.

smiles all.

and im tiredd and well need to sleep.

ii got social studies tmr yaaaaw.

bye loves.

Wednesdaaaay 25/2

2009-02-25T23:46:00.004+08:00

HELLO.

well my Tuesdaaaaay.

i wakedd up late again for school.

and then well came in class for science.

set beside Yazid.

then after that study and study.

well then Rara walkedd in and she set behind me.

and well saw Fiq.

go out smoke with him.

and then well Tony noticedd.

so ashamedd.

and well then sit laugh laugh laugh.

go to tony bag.

and Fiq passed me something.

and when i lookedd at it.

it was a condom phamplet in TONY'S bag.

gosssshhh 1st thing came up my mind.

HE IS SO NOT A VIRGIN.

hahahhahs.

well then we laugh and laugh.

then set back at my place to get my stuff to go for lunch together with::

RARA YAZID TONY and FIQ.

Fiq when home.

Tony go meet his sister shiiit.

Rara and me when i kfc.

together with the class weirdoo.

Yazid.

AND WELL.

then we sit and eat slowly.

and we were half an hour late for class.

came in like nothing went wrong.

and just sit.

then Rara transfer sit towards the front beside me.

and well then we sit and laughedd and laughedd.

because tony come to our place and take Rara stuff.

then at the end of the class he came and take my stuff pulak.

then we read Tony pencil case full of written rubbish.

then he took a Rara phone.

and took a pic of himself and put it as wall paper.

then well i shoutedd for his bag.

and showedd Rara and Yazid the phamplet.

and we laughedd like crazy.

then Indah like jealous like that.

keeep on shhhhuuushin us from infront.

when they make noise can.

we make noise cannot.

bt they ar nice.

hahahhas.

well then teacher came to check what we laughing at then i shoutedd teacher and show the phamplet.

disturbingly disturb Tony Tan.

HHHHAHAS.

hahahhahs.

well then we leave class.

then tony walkedd with us.

yazid walkedd infront.

ANTI SOSIAL!!!

We talk and talk and talk.

Tony wait for bus at the bus stop.

Rara goiing to take MRT.

and me goiing take bus from interchange.

Well then we when our seperate ways.

hahahs.

then Rara msg me.

not even 5 mins walk was past.

she saidd that tony msg her.

WARHHHKK.

thaat tony reaaaally like Rara.

hahahahs.

then she saiiid she gonna show the msg all like thursdaaay.

its like tommorrow.

hahhahs.

well then met Yazidd at bus berth.

then waitedd with him and chattedd with him while textin Rara.

well reach home and thats whenn.

the fun didnt end.

hmmm well it was a hell of a daaay simple to saaay.

it was a cousins outing daaaay,

well we all met at my house.

well simple terms.

i met them after school at my house.

then well we karaoke-edd.

then we Eat-ed

and Eat-ed again.

Well then we left house we wantedd to go karaoke.

but all is super expensive.

and the cheapest we know is like at chai cheee.

its like $8 for students from 2pm-7pm.

well we may sing for 3 hours.

and our free drink is like BUBBLE TEA.

HEYY the coolest.

bt we that time we came was like 7 so yeaaaah,

we need to pay 12 dollars for the karaoke and a free drink for 3 hrs.

still cheap giler raiite.

AGREE.

then we eat at AL-Ameen.

And i had the NASI GORENG SULTAN.

hahahhs.

sultan yeaaa raite.

and well then meet up my dad and he pickedd us all up and send all of us home.

and ffrom now on im gonna call FHAZZANA dimpledd butt.

hahahs.

i just know there such thing.

hahhahas.

cool raiiite.

and notice::

next week maths is trigonometry

Science balancing equation.

and this fridaaay for social studies.

to finish the whole of chapter 2 on Good Governance.

HJAHAHAHHS.

My wednesdaaaay

ermmmm.

wakedd up late.

no schoool whaaat.

then headd down to Sharifah's block to meet her and Noi.

then we plan for the CHALET.

and also study a lil bit i guess.

Sharifah is like having her Maths test like tommorow.

and its like she is not studyiiin.

notty raiite she,

then Noi left early cos her stomach was complaaaining of EMPTINESS.

and her mum cooks pecel and sambal goreng.

coool raiite.

then after sending Diana back home.

we when for dinner.

then i rememberedd te first time me and Sharifah go out alone together.

hahahs.

this is wher i forst met her alone.

and well te snip ave.

all memories is like a tape playback for a moment.

andd i wanna kiss her for that.

bt nvm.

well then bump in my aunty.

and she was like.

"MATAER ERHHKK MATAER ERHHKK!!!"

and i was goiin

"HAHAHHAS KAWAN JERHHKK URHHKK."

and simply she is called SIREN.

you wanna know why.

she is like super loud urhhkk

and she is faster then internet when comes to rumours.

bt so far seeing her.

she is like getting better.

cos dahh tua raiiite.

hahahhas.

well then heaad to the kedai kopi.

to eat.

well she had 2 piece chicken rice.

and i had nasi goreng ikan bilis.

well then we drank both saame.

Ice LEMON Tea.

yes.

LEMON.

hhahahs.

after the dinner.

i actuually plaayedd a game with her.

seems we both have lemons in our drink.

why not we play a game.

who eats the lemon juice sacks all up finish and dry.

can order the opponent to do wateva the winner wants.

so well hers was like 2 times bigger then mine.

well she gave me reasons.

many DESCRETION reasons.

well then we bite it all up.

to my amazement, she won.

hahahsh.

shocking raiite.,

well while we were walkin.

she was like thinkin what to do.

well it was raining.

ad such.

and she wantedd to keep it for future use.

and i saidd nonono.

not fair.

ahahhahs.

well in the end.

she askedd me to stand under this dropletfall.

for 10 seconds.

and i stand ther more then that.

as she was laughing when the water roll over my face.

well then i wasnt happy.

i took revenge.

by taking pic of her.

CANDIDLYYY.

hahhahas

well i wantedd to uploadd well i will.

hahahash.

bt the videos.

ermmm.

maye not urhhkk.

i tink that part too evil.

and ppl.

its clean video for god damn sake.

ahhahahhs.,

well then bus came.

hug her and left int he bus called noi and msgedd fariz cheryl cherrie and sitty.

to conference

bt tooo bad noi hang up the fone already to yeaaa.

in the end

we meet in msn.

ahahhahs,.

that pon diana never online.

she tooo tireddd.

same with CHERYL AND FARIZ.

AHAHHAHS.

and i love this new word.

((dumbdumb))

ONLY fariz know what to ans.

sadd raiite,

hahahhs,

well and some more,

me and sharifah addictedd to this song.

and i love the song to.

and its our song simple to say,

bt we dont have the license so yeaaa.

bulllshiit.

bt i simple love the song

she msg me the chorus.

i msg her the 1st verse.

wel its damn sweeet.

and from now on.

that song i part of our memory.

well this other song is also our memory songs.

fall for you-secondhand serenade

thunder-boys like girls

crush-david archuleta

CURRENTLY

NOTHINGS GONNA CHANGE MY LOE FOR YOU

westlife

Well here are the lyrics damn sweet and nice.

If I had to live my life without you near me

The days would all be empty

The nights would seem so long

With you I see forever, oh so clearly

I might have been in love before

But never felt this strong

Our dreams are young and we both know,they'll take us where we want to go

Hold me now, touch me now

I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of

I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you

The world may change my whole life through

But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy

Our love will lead a way for us

Like a guiding star

I'll be there for you if you should need me

You don't have to change a thing

I love you just the way you are

So come with me and share the view,

I'll help you see forever too

Hold me now, touch me now

I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of

I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you

The world may change my whole life through

But nothing's gonna change my love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of

I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you

The world may change my whole life through

But nothing's gonna change my love for you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of

I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

This is the Video response for the song she dedicatedd.

loves.

Fairoz bdaaaaay

2009-02-23T21:20:00.002+08:00

Well Fridaaaaaay.

evening.

accidentally met Noi at the bus interchange.

together with Rasul.

Well they headinfg to the library to meet Sharifah.

What else i tag along urhhkk.

Then Fairoz calledd.

saying why i so late not here yet.

i LIED to him sayin that i need to clean hse first.

ahahhahhas.

sorry deary fairoz.

well then after meet up stayedd there for 30 mins.

then go take 29 to Fairoz chalet.

Then Fairoz was with Mona.

then well sit chit chat smoke.

then carry stuff in chalet.

sprayedd a centipede green.

and do the cards for deco.

well then came Sitarboy, Navin, Ramona, Sindhu, Dutchboy, Nelly and many more.

hahahhs.

then after that.

we when to changi village cos Nelly and Dutchboy Hungry.

then the ppl not eating.

INCLUDES ME.

we playedd true orr dare.

the i need to carry this watermelon like fruit.

and carry it around the changi village.

and the worst part not to be told.

and well then we playedd joke.

and well i was the most funniest clown where no one can stand.

ahhahas.

come on PPL.

hahahas.

well then head back gatheredd everyone.

and then we head to OCH.

then wehead back i sleeeeep.

Saturdaaaaaaaaaay.

wakedd up at 1 am due to last night sleep at 5am.

hahahhas.

then head to to help out the tables and chairs and deco all.

then bathedd and ate at 6pm.

get ready to partayye.

pickedd up the FMUL.

at the bus stop.

then head over to the chalet back.

watchedd a dance perf by MAGIC OF FACES.

Then head to a blankedd space and sit away from the chalet.

then playedd dare and dare.

and almost forgot.

i made 3 new friends::

Fariz

Cheryl

Fazli

hahahs.

we playedd dare and dare.

and there was::

taxi stopping and aaskin to go to digimon centre.[[Sitty]]

and going to ppl chalet to get a ddrink[[Fariz]]

Going to a group of guys asking where is pokemon center is[[Cherrie]]

Sexy dance in the middle of the group[[Cheryl]]

Asking a walking group whether she is HOT[[Sharifah]]

Pole dancing with the tree[[Fazli]]

Going to fences and moarning towards a 2 small kids[[Noi]]

UMMI && SITI never kena.

so goood bt boring.

well then half of the group when home.

and the rest when in OCH.

Noi crieddd.

and then we left.

and then Noi dad pickedd them up and send them off.

coool.

hahahs.

well then i joiinedd.

Fairoz chalet.

and that got to know 3 of the ppl i know is in the chalet.

FYI it is a SALAHKAU 369 chalet.

they were::

SAIFUDDIN[[cuzzin]]::uddin(known by me)::sai(known by group)

Radzlee[[primary schmate]]::radzlee::radztar

Faiz[[sec schmate]]::faiz::faistar

Well thats all.

then dance to all TAMIL SONG.

and well ten drink upstairs.

then go and tour the whole of OCH AGAIN.

and then go back and i sleep again.

hahahs.

Sundaaaaaaaaaaaay.

Well wakedd up at 2.3opm.

washeed up.

head down to have breakfast.

and then leave chalet at 4.3opm.

reachedd home at 5pm.

usedd comp wwhole day and the sleeep.

and also planedd of having a chalet for 3 girlsbdaaaaay.

MAINLY KNOWN FOR SHARIFAH.

Mondaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

wakedd up late for sch.

take cab.

go to sch.

laugh my ass out during maths.

then head down to kfc for lunch.

met up with noi parents and grandmother.

and then head back up with kinder bueno, watermelon, clorets.

hahahsh.

then end class.

head home usedd lappie.

go down to sheng shiong buy FEBREEZE.

Then head home again andd usedd lappie.

called here and ther.

watch tv.

then have dinner.

and then use lappie again and fight with Haikal.

just because of we askedd u to pay the chalet byk alasan.

heyy save money 1 dolar everyday can already what.

end of 50 days done.

and we need it on the last day of june.

gishhh.

irritatedd.

and now i dont know him no more.

same with Siti Nuramreena.

and well now typing this and i feel like saying this.

BUENOing is funnnnn. hahahs.

2009-02-20T15:10:00.002+08:00

Hello fello readers.

its been a week since i updatedd.

well here is what happen on Saturday night on Valentines.

well met up wit ummi in the morning.

to study but in the end *peace while looking down*

well then head over to buy valentines giftt.

then head to meet Noi.

then had lunch.

then meet up with Sharifah.

then when on the mrt and met up with Rasul.

then we all head to Marina and when over to the Marina barrage.

Playedd with the water when over the exhibition and camwhoredd.

and well then headd over to marina sqr to have dinner.

then when up to marina sqr roof top.

and tell gghost stories.

and weirdd things happen.

so we change place and when down to Cermin.

and well then we sat ther and continuedd story telling.

and then met up with haikal and hambali.

then continuedd story telling when my fahfa and michelle interuptedd.

together with sandra juju fitri andd the 3 guys.

then wishedd each other and i gave chocolates to them.

then i headd back with sharifah ummi noi haikal hambali rasul.

then after tt we headd to UOB boat quay,then chit chat with the rest.

and then head to meet lisa and she got a bear for valentines.

well then we walkedd around and met fhaz, hidzir, fiq.

and i just know tt rara is actually a group of my lepaking friends.

ahhahs.in class she is known as fitri.and btw fiq is shafiq.

hahahhas.

well then after tt sharifah noi ummi haiikal hambali all wanna go home.

so met them at mrt.as they left sharifah.

and well then headd back to the gang.

and well all was so boredd.

and then saw zuee and praveen.

and also elly.

and well then chit chat.

in the end.

we made up our mind to go clubbing.

and well there was many stuff that happen.

bt to make it short.we went to fashion bar.

and then dancedd and i triedd gin tonic for the first time.

and also they forcedd me driink.
evil.

but well then dancedd the whole night.

then met up with hannah and the gang.

whicch is like 8 of them includding us.

names as i remeberedd::
Andy

Lisa

Sandra

Elly

Juju

Praveen

Zuee

Don

Don's Friennd

Hannah

Mai

Raihanna

Jane

Fino

Yan

and 3 more i guess.
and that is up to my rememberance.

well then after tt around 3 plus meet up with Karmila and Yunisha.

and they took weed.

hahhas.

gila larhh they all.

then we all took cab and head home.

hahahhas.

i reachedd home at 4.

Sunday.

simply sleep whole day.

Monday.

schooool starts.

wakedd up at 9am.

then head sch.

and it was damn super fun.

there was this 3 girls.

keep on making me laugh.

arkilah, farhana, and nurul.

and well we laughedd partly bout yazidd.

the class weirdo.

stupidly first day of school made friends with him.

then what to do got stuck.

then after that meet up with Nuraini.

with her friend.

for my valentine's gift.

it was a letter.

cool raiite.

i know.

well then while headiing home with yazidd.

i just told him off.

that he is super weirdd that i myself dont wanna talk to him,

and well i left the bus just by saying "just think what i said"

well reachedd home damn tiredd.

sleeep alll the way till next day.

tuesdaaay.

well it was science.

class was silent cos the group wasnt siting together.

and i was laughedd at due to my silence.

which is impossible.

then shockinly yazid didnt sit beside me.

which is like YEAAAAY,

Then i studiedd alone with nurul and suc,.

hahahs

then headd home.

andd told to go to uncle hse.

then sleep over my aunts place.

fyi this day is the day i left that _________ of mine.(family//friend matters.)

wednesdaaaay.

sleep over simply tthat.

thursdaaay.

well school for eng.

damn cool.

did an essay and a compre.

then head home and finishhedd my social studies assignment.

damn tiredd sleep till 6pm.

then wake and continuedd my social studies asssignment again,,

and wwell then after that around 12.30pm

head home and showeredd and had a lil pear,

and then eat my medicine.

and then now writing my blog in a notepad.

cos i lazy wanna go connect my lappi to the internet.

and the wireless is in the master bed room.

which is like LOCKEDD.

and well no entry after 9pm.

cos parents tiredd and sleepy.

and well toodaaaaaaay fairoz bdaaaaay.

Happy birthday dearest BFF frieeeennnd.

and fyi sulaster i dont want to disturbb ur bf for god damn sake.

he is nothiing.

i dont even care now if u and him.

break the friendshiip due to ur bf.

go ahead.

lets see what happen in near future.

he playedd and toyedd with ur heart and u still cant see.

and after all,

telling fairoz u and him patchedd back is wrong isit??

he is still our bestfriend

U are totally being self centreddd think what i saiid.

after all if ur happy for that then why u scaredd fairoz know.

cos u know u did something wrong.

so dont try to push the blame to others.

try thiinkiin tt u ar wrong at times.

cos u no angel and he is no angel.

thiink wat we EX BESTFRIEND saiiid.

we love and care so we tell u.

bt u thiink ur bf worth so much for this frienshiipp to break.

this shows that ur words has no meaning at all.

so dont say things u wont mean at the end.

when u criedd.

is he there for u.

no raiite.

who was ther.

i was.

and now this is the repayment.

after u and him good terms alreadyy.

wow nice treating of friends huh sulasteri.

think bout what i saiid or else itss.

useless.

Fridaaaaaaaaay.

well wakedd up early to go for Social Studies.
then go schoool.

helpedd a myanmar classmate.

then we chatedd as usual.

and that teacher keep on choosing me for ans.

like wth.

i know i did my job so what its not like im the only one there.

and im not the best ss student fyi.

and yeaaa head home eat.

download and burn song for fairoz.

then now typing this blog here for u all to readdd.

and then im goiin to pack back for partaaaaaaaaaaaay.

for fairoz birthdaaay.

and i still dont know what to do.

Noi bro oso havin birthdaaay.

then how.

fairoz askedd me 1st.

bt noi is like always there for me.

hais.

decision needed to be done.

well thats all folks.

and hmmm.

dont forget if u have anything to say do tag

i will reply promise.

if ur new tell me.

i will be glad to link new frends.

hahahs

loves.

bye.

catch on back when im back from the chalet.

which is like on mondaaaaaay.

hais 1st day of the week school.

gonna be daaaaaaaaaaaaaamn tireddddddddddddddd.

hhahahahas.

hais.

love love loves.

2009-02-14T01:06:00.004+08:00

Thursday Updates.

Well wakedd up early to school.

GOT english lesson.

Well hadd an hour breaaak.

when over to mac to have filet-o-fish.

brought back to class and finishedd it all up.

then class startedd.

and it ended at 2.3opm.

well then head to home.

get messy in the kitchen.

i startedd frying stuff for the picnic today with Sharifah.

i friedd::

Nuggets

Fish Fillet

Hash Brown

Hot Dogs

Friedd rice

and Eggplant

Well then put it all up in my Picnic Basket.

anfd head over to her place to pick her up.

well pickeddd her up in a cab and head over to Changi Beach,

We ate and sat on the sand and feed birds.

Before that i gave her the gift of Body Shop Kit that i bought.

And also an Art piece done by ME and JUJU.

For our 4 months and valentines day.

Well before heading home something super hilarious happen.

She got hickups.

And she just go *Hikups* almost every end of a sentence.

sometimes its in the middle of a sentence.

well then we searchedd for a driiink.

but she was too in an urge to pee.

that she head to the toilet.

and when i was standing outside.

still heardd her *Hikups*.

well then after that when we reach the VENDING COKE MACHINE.

which cost like 2 dollars per bottle.

her hiccups stopped.

bt well i just bought it incase.

hahhas.

well then we head to the bus stop and well took 19 stop at her hse and sendd her back.

then i headd myself home.

hahahs.

Friday Updates.

Wake up early for Humanities Class.

Well lesson finishedd at 12 and its supposedd to be a usual time.

well i made more frends actually.

but mostly girls.

due to the guys all age 23.

which makes me feel old to mix around with them.

And well after school

go tamp.

met AMIR for the first time in the bus.

aka diana bf.

well not bad taste urhhkk diana.

well then head to tamp popular to get Sosial Studies Book and a File.

then headd home and sleep forgetting that i had appointments.

to go to Holy Innocents High School.

But heyy im prolly goiin ther like soonish,

Bt well then i was sleeping and woke up at 6.

ahahhs.

then showeredd and watchedd tv with mum,

and well then use lappy after midnight.

and here i am blogging.

FYI Valentines is here,

so well here is a poet.

Valentine's for lovers and for friends.

All my love goes out to you this day!

Love is something different from desire:

Even, silent, peaceful as the sky.

Nor is love interested in means or ends.

There are no selfish needs that it must weigh.

Instead, love's plenitude itself inspires,

Needing neither cause nor reason why.

Each day my thoughts enchanted with you lie.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL!!!

Pictures. more up at facebook.

2009-02-11T22:51:00.013+08:00

see more of the pictures over at my FACEBOOK.

11 o2 2oo9.

2009-02-11T22:21:00.003+08:00

hello dearest readers.

well today went out to tampines mall with Juju.

just to get::

3 Ring Files.

2 Mechanical Pencil

1 Calculator

then head to Pizza Hut to celebrate::

My birthday

Our Bestfriend 2 Monthsarry

Valentine's day

and we get ourselves::

Pizza Pan Pepperoni Regular Personal

Beef Lasagne

Hut's Platter

2 Coke

1 Soup

We triedd something new.

Snorting pepper through our nose.

lick parmesan cheese mixedd with coke on your palm.

and also pepper.

Well then head to my house.

and it was raining cats&&dogs.

well what else.

we playedd in the rain and get all soaking wet.

then we started on doing a videolouge.

well we startedd talking craps.

and wait theres something i got to tell you.

its somewhat a secret.

a dirty lil secret.

me and juju.

we playedd SPIES in the rain.

and we when like "do you copy juju"

hhahhahs.

and then when all was over.

we sat under my block and we startedd camwhoring.

and we wrote each oter's name on each other's palm.

and we wrote our partner's name.

and we preparedd something for myself for HER.

and well i karaoke for the night and now typing this blog.

trying to reply to my comments from facebook and friendster before 12pm.

as after 12 is time for bed.

due to im schooling.

rules set by dad.

pathetic raiite.

well so wat.

now i wanna transfer new song to my zen creative.

and well all hot and smoky.

and btw im coming down to Holy Innocents' High School on Friday.

Well can meet all my deearest friend that i miss.

well now thats that i guess.

bye everyone.

My Birthdaaaaaaay

2009-02-08T02:40:00.003+08:00

SuperSweet 17.

Well my mum was singing the birthday song beside my bed in the morning.

Then my aunt came and lecture me for my birthday to grow up.

Then all leave my mum to my grandma plc.

My aunt to her workplace.

My dad was out earlier to work.

Well then dad back home at 3.

I got changedd and all.

And then leave hse at 4.

And then meet Sharifah and hit to Pasir ris.

Then Noi called and say she need to see Siti's mother.

Well then me and Sharifah head to Cityhall.

Then went to have lunch at Carl's JR.

Well then head to Cermin.

Then i was Cap folded.

And i was brought to Cermin.

And then the unCapped me and i saw my name and tyzz made of sugar surrounded by candles.

i took a picture of it. u may see it later.

Well expectedd sabo bt save.

Well then hug tyzz and camwhore lots of time.

and then all coming to me and saying happybirthday.

those who are there::

Sharifah

Noi

Ummi

Siti

Juju

Lisa

Haikal

Wawan

Hannah

Sarah

Sandra

Alana

Fir

Izzat

Izzat's frend

3 of Lisa's frend

Tyzz(duhhk)

Fitri

Michelle

Fafah

Aly

Shaza

Khai

Zuee

Cherry

Sitty

and tell me if i missed u.

&& tell me the actual names of those people i titled as _________ frend.

Well then saboedd by Sharifah.

Menyuap cakes.

And well then headedd to have dinner.

and then everythiing went wrong.

tears were rolling out many eyes.

sad case raite.

and well fitri non stop calling me to head to Boat quay.

bt too busy cryiiin.

hahahs.

well after all that are done.

then headd to Boat Quay.

Then i foundd out they cut the cake without me.

and well then head after a few hours i head home.

Well next day.

Went out with family to Zoo.

And well done.

Nothing interesting to say.

After all its a typical Sunday.

Well the day after that.

Is my 1st day of school at BEDOK COMMERCIAL SCHOOL.

Well made a friend at the end of the class.

Well then meet up my dearest cuzzins.

planned watch movie.

instead we went for food galore to shopping.

bought a dress for Sharifah.

Told to bee worn during Valentine aka 4 Monthsary.

Well before that we ate at pizza hut for those delicacies.

then head for swensen to have those ice cream

Well my aunt have those promotion.

so well we ate there.

and found my sec sch friend working ther.

and he look as hot as usual urhhkk

His name is AIRIL.

And pls dont kembanng.

cos all my frennds are hot.

hahhahs.

wth andyyye.

and well he gave me this ice cream birthday which is super nice.

i can make a choice of ice cream tt i want.

well then it was servedd with candles.

hw beautiful u tell me.

and that totally made my day.

And AIRIL thank you so much.

Babi kau aku ingat kayy temasek jalan kau.

Okay what rubbish im talkinn.

hhahahs.

well then meet up with Sharifah to pass the dress.

and well headed home directly after that.

meet up Juju.

she seriously ran away from home.

and i told her to go home.

and sweetness of her.

she listened,

ahahhas.

love her bt she irritates some time too.

and well then head home and sleep.

The following day.

is my second day of school.

and well nothing much happen.

was simply exhaustedd..

brought the wrong books.

i tot it was eng class bt its science class.

well but i simply did study.

and made a few more new friends.

Like Surianto, and one of the girls in tudong.

And Indah.

Well then head home with yazid.

and well he is kiinda weirdd bt well still copable.

well then head home sleep till 6pm.

the wake up and meet sharifah at Bedok Res. Jetty,

Well then we ate and driink ther.

and well sent her home and well i head home too.

without me noticing.

i forgot to bring my keys.

and no one at home.

so i was stuck outside.

i waited for an hour for my family to reach home.

bt luckily HIDZIR was on the rescue.

to call me and talk craaaap.

well then saw lightts coming out from my window.

and well head home and shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.

i was holding it for more then an hour okaaaaay,

well then continue chatting with Hidzir.

Well then sleep.

And today,

well i wake up in the morning.

as in 10 in the morning

i showeredd and watch Barney among all shows.

well then went online to just type in this blog after this i wanna have my late.

BREAKFAST!!!

Well and i just noticedd.

next week is Fairoz bdaaaay.

And well he has a chalet.

and on the 19th there is like a shopping spreee for him.

and well then i was lookin to my SWEETIE SULASTERI BLOG.

and it stated there she is celebrating my bday on that day.

hw sweeet.

and about Ina.

Well she change num neva tell me.

and i told her.

and she still thinks that she did msg me.

as juju even has it.

and well then she wishhed my late birthdaaay,

and i miss that bitch alot tooo.

and a question for SULASTERI......

what happen to u and muz.

and are u back with nic.

well other then that. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL MY DEAR READERS.

5/6 febb

2009-02-07T01:06:00.002+08:00

.Well hello fello readers.

Well let me say somethinng.

TODAY IS MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY MATE.

Well thats all i wantedd to say.

Updates for today.

Go out with::

Nurul(cuzin)

Sharifah(gf)

Noi(bff)

Juju(whore)

Kris(idiot)

Well walk around tamp mall.

Dared to not to laugh for a min.

Saw sherry and rasul.

go to changi and hit myself to OCH.

spooky noises heard and figures seen.

Well then head off to changi village.

Bought myself a sugarcane juice.

and we mixedd sugarcane juice, birdnest and coke.

it tasted like alcohol.

Which is awesome.

Alcohol halal.

Well then send Noi off.

Then head to the beach.

Well chattedd with Sharifah.

and we came up like a some sort of a equation.

Sharifah Shafiqa + Andy Reza = SHAAN

well cool or what.

hahahs.

well then go to bus stop stupidly.

WHY??

there isnt any bus services at that time of point.

DUMB US.

took 89.

headd to downtown change bus.

Sharifah took 3.

Me and Juju and Nurul took 21.

Krish took cabb.

Well Nurul head home.

Me and Juju head to my playground.

Did a parody of When I Grow Up.

and Hot and Cold.

Well she head home and me too.

Well then i got so many Birthday msges at 12 and on msn.

The first was Sharifah romantically.

Well missing all you readers.

Come down to Marina Square to meet me tommorrow.

At 7pm.

My bdaaay lurhhkk.

Hhahahas.

Well come yaaaw.

missing her.

2009-02-05T05:11:00.003+08:00

Baby tonight i miss you too much.

i dont know why.

i was sleeping when i dreamt of you leaving me.

i woke up and cry.

and well turn on my laptop and straight away look at our pictures.

its 5:13am.

and im not sleeping.

IM MISSING YOU BADLY.

i was simply shock when i had that dream.

among all why that dream.

we didnt meet for weeks.

well im just afraid of losing you thats all.

cause all i know im missing you too much.

till i myself freaked out.

cause right now i just now how much you mean to me.

and well if you ever wanna leave me.

do tell me in advance to heal the heartache.

cause now...........

im speechless.

SORRY TO FREAK YOU OUT BUT I DO MISS YOU ALOT TONIGHT.

4th feb.

2009-02-04T23:51:00.000+08:00

Well wakedd up late today.

failedd the interview.

hates ite bigtime.

calls up all private school.

asking for their fees and their schedule.

for private GCE 'O' LEVEL.

Well called up a few schs.

I really wantedd to get in EDDINGTON PRIVATE SCHOOL.

bt dad wants me in BEDOK COMMERCIAL SCHOOL.

like wth right.

so watso eva.

bt wateva it is.

im sooo takin o lvls.

and after all i can study with DEAREST.

but too bad plans to study with NOI.

all cancelled.

bt heyy!!

POLY DUDETTE.

theres always poly for that.

and well todaaay spent my morning and early afternoon.

at home calling private sch and seeking for the best and most effective.

well then met juju at 4:30pm and well when to check out the BEDOK COMMERCIAL SCHOOL.

and yeaaa its nice and i took a phamplet after all its cheap.

and well wait and meet my ex date.

SUFYAH who is some what spoilt.

she msgedd me asking "HOW DO I LOOK IN MY NURSING UNIFORM"

slutty much huh.

well then left to MARINE PARADE TERRACE.

to meet Sandra whore.

and well slack under her block.

told her about the private school im interested.

and she told her mum.

so prolly im goiin same sch wit her.

good thing huh.

well then head to MARINE PARADE.

ate long john silver.

and well head home.

and i found out i didnt bring my keys.

and my family out sending my younger brother to the clinic.

and well so i head there after reaching outside my comffy home.

and well talk on the phone with DEAREST while going to destination.

without me noticing.

took the wrong bus that goes away from my destinatiion.

so had to walk a 10 mins walk to the clinic.

DEAREST was so nice that she talk to me till i reach my destination.

well upon reaching saw my younger brother butt.

well then hang up on DEAREST.

and well told mum about the private O shiit.

and she supportedd bt she dont know whether dad supports me.

and well head for dinner.

OKAY fine im like a glutton.

ate long john silver now eat again at wak joff.

bt who cares.

shhhhs no one knows except for YOU readers.

well then head home.

watch help mum feed my younger brother medicine.

call DEAAREST up and then hang up cos she was sleepy pooor DEAREST.

well watch tv.

play lappie.

daddy reach home.

told him about it.

well askedd to try to ask my mum to actually split the cost of the private cos its damn expensive.

well who cares prolly i tell my mum to pay the full amount and done.

well let my dad in guiltiness.

goshh here i want to study bt my parents just dont support me.

well better if i dont study.

satisfy my cravings with your money huh dad.

good idea huh.

well you wont be happy if i tell u tt.

so gimme freaking money so i can study.

well so much of that.

when to the room.

read newspaper.

then on lappie again when heard dad's snore from outside.

well now im here typing to you this.

UPDATED ON: 4th february 2009 2:33am 3 days baby.

2009-02-04T02:14:00.000+08:00

Her name is Nuraini bte Hassan.

She is as tall as 155cm.

She is schooling at Damai Sec Sch.

She is in Girl Guides.

She is 14 this year.

She is dating Macknight.

She stays at Bedok Reservoir Road.

She has 2 other bestfriend.

She is Single bt Unavailable.

She is sec 2 first express class.

WELL THIS POST IS TO GET EVEN WITH HER.

well now we are even.

WOOOOOTS~

i can continue if you want with hp num.

Evil andy.

OR ANDYE.

do0ts.

2009-02-04T01:25:00.000+08:00

Hiiiii.

Well im back after a long time of not posting.

Well updates now.

Nurulhuda is as usual still beyloo.

Fhazzana is as usual pweety girl.

Faisal is still mat rep tk jadi.

Farhana is so cute met her during bowling on FRIDAY.

Haikel and Siti is OVER. saddd thiiing.

Karmila turn 16 alreadyy stayedd her chalet for 3 days straight.
Me and Sharifah quarelledd bt solvedd.
Got in for an interview and waiting for result.

Ummi long time no see.

Noi alamak she urghk SECRETS.

Juju goshh love her family.

Dora alamak love her cam to the core.

Kiwi gosh that alien turned 18 already.

Linda meeting tommorrow but not sure.

Lisa goshh she is hotter everyday.

Siti is sweet and cute as usual.

Nuraini missing truely.

Fuchinu is a nice person.

New friends many made.

Kurt is as usual missing in action.

H.O.M is missedd.

Hannah goshh h.o.t as usual.

Zuee and Praveen they ar the coolest dude in town.

Fitri that bitch of mine is rocking.

Sulasteri is attachedd.

Ina turnedd 18.

Fir that cute bastard.

Hayati short as usual.

Nassiruddin dont know what happen.

Faid still the funny dude.

Khai personal tikus and the hair i love lots.

Sandra is the coolest bitchh.

Alana and Sarah missing them.

Mothers of Lisa and Fitri trust me.

And i love them.

Cravings of raw oyster.

Been drinking and taking laughing gas.

BAD ANDY.

LASTLY TEEEEZ BDAY CUMIN UP.

WELL THATS ABOUT IT I GUESS.

Tell ya whats my tommorrow gonna be like till then

love you idiots reading this.

22/o1/2oo9

2009-01-23T02:06:00.000+08:00

Well this post consist of 22/o1/2oo9 - 23/o1/2oo9

22nd January 2009

Well woke up at 8am.

go toilet then i slp back.

then wake up at 10am.

was awaken by my GRANDMUM.

and well hadd breakfast with my GRANDPARENTS and my MAMA.

well then they sent me home and head to other places.

i reach home rest for a awhile then called SEBBIE up to go meet up at PHILLIP plc.

well i know my feet stinks well phillip helpedd by burnin some fragrance candle.

and SEBBIE just cant stop telling me and covering his nose with his shirt.

you know hw annoying it is.

after all ure not fragrancy all day raite.

well stop telling me and irritate me well i know and i washedd it.

bt it didnt help.

i dont know what to do.

so well if u dont have any ideas then just shut those gap.

well sorry SEBBIE im not being rude.

bt its just that i am allergic to shoes.

and well if i use it the stinks is the outcome.

well now u noe.

hahahs.

well then head home ard 6 plus takin the cab.

well reachedd home then left again for dinner.

then reach home.

talk onn the phone with HIDZIR for the whole night till 6 in the morning.

well he is a very nice friendd.

hahahs.

23rd January 2oo9

Well wake up at 1.3opm.

bathdd and then had lunch at home while watchiing tv.

head to HOLY INNOCENTS' HIGH SCHOOL.

takiin cab which pissed me off till the core.

only HIDZIR knows bout it.

cause i want my proffile to be a happy place.

and if i talk bout him.

thers gonna be many vulfgarities usedd.

u all know me.

hahahhas.

well then i head there and.....

well theres no one there due to chinese new year celebration.

well HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR :DDD

well then stayyed in the HOUGANG MALL library.

then wait for FARDIANA's call.

and then i head to TAMPINES.

then mit up FARDIANA and SHARIFAH SHAFIQAH.

...and the rest of Sharifah Shafiqah FRENNNNND.

which is all nice pppl.

well then head to sunplaza park.

met my aunty and my cuzzins.

and well then go out with my cuzzin NURULhuda.

well then sent FARDIANA off in the bus.

we left there and head for MANGO TAMPINES MALL.

to meet my cuzzin FHAZZANA.

well then headd to MACDONALD opposite int.

and well we hadd::

3 LARGE FRIES.

1 LARGE GREEN TEA.

1 LARGE COKE LIGHT.

1 ICE CREAM CONE.

1 BIG MAC.

well then chit chat there.

the home sweet home.

got online and then pack my bag for the hols.

and then get my passport and then till now updating blog.

DUE TO MY HOLIDAY

IM SORRY FOR THE INCONVINIENCE CAUSED

I WILL NOT BE POSTING TILL WEDNESDAY

SORRY ALL AGAIN

UPDATEDD: 5:58AM.

21/o1/2oo9

2009-01-23T01:21:00.000+08:00

Well updatedd late due to no comp in the house.

well i stayedd over my grandparents place.

well day startedd at 2pm meet my old primary sch friend MUNIRAH.

and well head to ite simei and saw my ex gf SHI HUI and also sat lover gang (elfie bf)(name forgotten).

well then left to tampines mall with MUNIRAH.

and met my mother and my grandmother.

and MUNIRAH commented that my grandmother looks 40+ while she is 50+.

goshhh only god knows how it feels when ppl comment that on your GRANDPARENTS.

hahhas.

well ate at long john silver and well go shop at

THE BODY SHOP

CHARLES AND KEITH

COTTON ON

BATA

BHG

ISETAN

and many more.

in the end they bought

2 pair of shoe at CHARLES AND KEITH

2 pair of shoes at COTTON ON

1 bag from ISETAN

2 pair of shoe from BATA.

1 perfume that cost 89 dollars at bhg.

and many more.

well they really shop till they drop at TAMPINES MALL.

and well saw my beloved cuzin BHAI RIZMAN.

and well continuedd walking and shop and MUNIRAH half way go home.

andd well left us.

bought MR. BEAN items.

THE ICE CREAM CUP

ICY SOYA MILK PEARLY

2 HOT SOYA MILK

well then while heading back to my GRANDPARENTS house met my GRANDFATHER.

and well head home togedther.

ATE CRABBS.

hahahs and well got a latest news.

IM GOING A'FAMOSA.

well its cool i tinkk.

nhahahsh.

well i will be having fun i guess.

and well goiin off this SATURDAY MORNING.

and well cumin back around WEDNESDAY.

well thats the plan so far.

so you wont hear about me much till next week.

well watch tv and then watch an old MR.BEAN movie.

well then fall asleep at 2am.

wishes for:LISA&&IRHAZ

1st month

anniversary

UPDATED: 1:56AM(22/o1/2oo9)

MYproduction 1ST none editedd

2009-01-21T03:20:00.000+08:00

Character biography:

Jaselle: A girl who wants to be famous among the guys and forget about a guy which is loving her truly which is her bestfriend which is super sweet and romantic. He remembers the place they first met and also bought her stuff on special occasion and always there for her. She has 4 other bestfrends which are girls which always support her to be her bitchy self. Till one day she broke off with her current boyfriend and found out about how sweet Anthony is and she actually change to be a better girl and be with Anthony although he hates that part. Her age is 18 and has a family of rich and famous people.

Anthony(bestfriend-guy): A very sweet and romantic guy which no one gives any attention and not known in school. Very studious and yet a very good dancer. He loves Jaselle but never want to tell her. As he thinks he is never good enough for her. His sincerity is all he had and nothing more then that. He is from a middle class family and all his family members are a pack of carpenters.

Annette, Stacy, Kimberly, Rachel(4 bestfriend): They all are like servants too Jaselle. All use branded stuff and feels looks a priority of all problems. All rich and yet very stuck up towards friends. Annete a girl which is like a butch as she takes care of the whole clique, Stacy an advisor for Jaselle. Kimberly is the dumb one which always lost in her own world. Rachel is the intelligent one in the group which always help them trough their school work to help them top in her cheerleading cca.

6 guys and 6 girls for the intro song.
A few passerbys.
Policeman
A cameraman
A news reporter
A guy to be Jaselle ex boyfriend.
Act 1:

Womaniser starts.
Jaselle enters with her girl gang with that sexy and bitchy look.
Starts dancing and back up dancers are all guys surrounding her.
Ends of with circus and bad girl and buttons.

Jaselle: Well keeping up this all day is a lil tiring then I predicted.
Stacy: Well according to the schedule here you are having a 30 mins break after biology lesson.
Kimberly: What is biology?
Rachel: Well the lesson that we learn about human organs and the diseases. Or the way u call it ‘eye to eye with JASON ’period.
Kimberly: ohh watch your mouth bff before I start pms. As its only the time when im with him privately.
Rachel: yeahh among all the other classmates of your’s and you start saying “I’M IN LOVE” to jason’s face. And well no one notice(sarcasm tone).
Annete: ohh well can u girls shut up. All this quarrelling is getting me on my BALLS oohh I mean my LAWS of taking care of you girls.

Anthony enters.

Anthony: ohh hello girls!
All girls: hello(in a dead tone)
Anthony: hello Jaselle, you look wonderful today.
Jaselle: goshh jeans and tees and you call this wonderfull!!
Stacy: what!!
Kimberly: the!!
Annete: hell!!
Rachel: total suicide(buffering nail while talking and saying it while giving that pathetic look)
Stacy: O!
Annette: U!
Kimberly: F!
Rachel: ouf!(giving a stare blank at the rest) I mean (GIGGLE 1ST) OUT!!!!(shouts)
Anthony: ohh sorry to disturb all of you girls.

Anthony exit.
Lights out.

Act 2

Anthony: Well isit that difficult to actually understand a girl. Or isit im just simply not too good for her. I gave her chocolates and roses for valentines day. I bought her a bear on her birthday. I brought her out for dinner when she won for her cheerleader. But why, why didn’t she see all this. Whenever I walk to the bakery shop at the junction reminds me of the day I first met her. She was all nice with all her other friends(the girls were dressing terribly)(this scene of the whole act is actually like a flashback scene)

The man who cant be moved starts.
Lights fade.

Act 3:

Walks in with Anthony.

Jaselle: I’m just lost Anthony.
Anthony: Well tell me whats your problem.
Jaselle: Well its beginning to be different. He is all so cute and charming but yet its not like the old times. We don’t talk. We don’t date. We don’t even act like a couple. I feel so sad Anthony. I think its time to just end it here. But its hard to say to him. As hurting him hurt me too. Tell me what i should do Anthony.

I hate this part right here starts
Ends light focuses on Jaselle fades.

Act 4:

Lights on
Stacy, Kimberly, Annette, Rachael sitting in the cafeteria.

Stacy: Where is Jaselle?
Kimberly: from the possibilities from the rumours as my data that I heard. I think she is going out with Anthony.
Rachael: An-The WHATTT!?!?!
Annette: Anthony Rachael Anthony!!!!
Rachael: owhhh Anthony. Hahahs. I thought the guy that I met during literature. He is H.O.T fabulous.
Kimberly: bt u spelt HOT.
Rachael: because its easier to spell. Duhhk.
Stacy: but can u imagine girls “except for Annette” (frowning face changes to smiling face) it’s a total disaster. A dickhead and a diva its like the sea meeting the shopping mall.
Kimberly: fyi It did met during the tsunami.
Stacy: well can u just get your head in the disaster and stop caring about the mistakes that im saying. (saying to Kimberly with many anger pauses) well as I was saying we need to wake Jaselle agreee!!!!
The rest: AGREEE!!!
Rachael: what are we agreeing on again??

Lights fade.

Act 5:

All 5 girls on conference on the phone.

Jaselle is still putting on her mask.
The rest of the girls is getting each other on the phone.

Stacy: well lets get Jaselle in now okaaay,
The rest: yeaaah!!!
Jaselle: hello.
The rest: hello Jaselle.
Jaselle: whats the problem.
Rachael: well how should I say it nice.
Stacy: well what Rachael was about to say is actually you and ANTHONY(a question tone)
Jaselle: we are nothing and I was just sharing my feelings out to him.
Kimberly: oh well so now you are tryin to say that we are all useless. You got us why must you go with that nerd lame pathetic boy.
Jaselle: you all wont understand.
Annette: according to my security system of my notes well Anthony is actually liking u behind your back. For example he gives u chocolate and roses
Kimberly:on valentines day
Annette:he gave you a bear
Stacy: on your birthday
Annette: he brought you out for dinner
Rachael:isit my turn to answer.
The rest: yes!!!!
Rachael: well after we won gold with honours for our 50th challenge cheerleading competition in britton. Yes he did brought you out for dinner and not with us and its at jalan kayu so rich and expensive and only rich people go there.
The rest:huh??
Annette: well don’t care bout Rachael and did he do all that to you.
The rest: YES!
Annette: did he do it to other girls.
The rest: NO!
Annette: and now you tell me. Do you remember the 1st time you met him. And the rest of you shut up.
Jaselle:nooooo(in a sad tone)
Annette: well it show that he likes you. And when you do that you giving him hope and we know you don’t like him right girls.
The rest:yes!!
Jaselle: well you all are wrong. If I knew this from the beginning I would break off with Martin, Jasper, Emmeth, Carlisle, and Nick. And I would go with the nerd lame pathetic boy who loves me and care for me and know me and even smile at me in my worst time of the day. Its like titanic never hit the iceberg.
Stacy: what connection is that?
Annette: well if u love him well let him know because he is dying of stupidity.
The rest:hahahhahs
Jaselle: shut up all of u. well if he his dying of stupidity then you all are dying of blondying and well in that case me too. So you all wanna see this beautiful artifact to die.
The rest:NO!
Jaselle: then start helping me in this love story that is created by us.
The rest: No u are on your own girl.
Everyone hangs up
Jaselle: so much of bestfriend. Nice conversation.

Act 6:

Anthony is doing some dance number.
Jaselle pulled him towards her.

Jaselle: you love me.
Jaselle:and I didn’t notice at all. You are so nice to me. And im so buzy with my friends. Im so buzy with other guys which none loves me like you do. You when trough so much trouble without me realizing. Im so evil I know forgi…..
Anthony puts his finger on Jaselle lips

Anthony: don’t say that. There is a dime a dozen Then there is one in a million But baby, you are once in a lifetime I don’t expect anything from you and its because…

Anthony pull Jaselle and hug her.

Anthony: I love you.

Lights fade.

Act 7:

When I grow up song starts.
Anthony dressed so stylish and enter the stage.
Few seconds later Jaselle join in and hold his arm.
Then followed by the girls.
And then song paused.

Anthony: who said guys like me cant get girls like her.

All cast starts dancing.
Song over.
Lights runs wild in the audience.
And blackout.

2o/o1/2oo9

2009-01-21T02:59:00.000+08:00

well startedd out with a late wake up call.
i was supposed to wake up at 10am to meet Sebbie.
but i woke up at 12pm.
and well i msged Sebbie saying that i will be late and im coming around 1.45pm.
well then i showered and then had my late breakfast that is preparedd.
left the house at 1pm.
reachedd cityhall directly at 1.45pm.
well we head to peninsular plaza to shop till he drop (not me).
and well then left his shopping bag at epistage.
and then we head to funan to go to the toilet.
while walking to the toilet we passed TIMES a bookstore.
well and there it was the book that i was searching for.
NEW MOON!!!!
and well bought it for 2o.94 dollars.
and then head to the toilet to do some cleaning up to myself.
and then meet Sebbie at the cd store and he bought a new dvd.
and then we head to Phillip's hse.
and well thx to royston we took the wrong bus and we were lost and well we took a cab.
go to Phillip's hse and he chase us out for lunch and i dont cafe because i was admiring the yellow car on the porch of phillip's hse.
i ate nasi goreng ikan bilis, Sebbie ate tissue prata, Phillip ate egg prata.
and then we left to Phillip hse again and watch a few videos and discuss bout the next meeting and all the other gatherings and the upcoming musical that will be in march.
and we were asked to write a musical which i did thats why im still up till 3 in the morning.
and well left Phillip's hse at 6pm and then i left for home.
bt too bad when i reachedd home no one is home and then well called mum and then she told me she is aat bedok int and well no choice when down there feeling soo tiredd.
and well had a lil argument with my dad.
and my mum said the marshmello cannot be taken in mac cafe.
but too bad i still took it.
hahahs.
bt well the journey frm the mrt to my hse i was so lucky as my pri sch frend MUNIRAH.
calledd me and then we were discussing bout the courses in ite and the future market and stuff.
and well yeaa it was a long convo hahahs.
well afta goin out for dinner with the family.
and btw.PHILLIP GAVE ME THE DISC OF THE WHOLE GEORGETTE MUSICAL ALREADY.
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooots~
and well as i was saying reach home.
bath and SharifahShafiqah called me and then we hang p then my cuzzin NURULHUDA called me and then we chatted till wee~ hours and well then i hang up ard 9.3opm.
and well not really wee~ raiite i noe it felt so late seriouslyy.
hhahs.
well then SharifahShafiqah called again and i told her bout my musical that i just wrote.
and well she saiid is nice so well.
i will take it then.
just need to wait till thurs and see what Phillip says.
hahahs.
and well then i asked around to my friend MARK and HANNAHtheseirah.
and well at this timing still waiting what they gonna say.
well after this i guess im tucking in.

btw PHILLIP'S HAND GOT BIRD SHIT WHILE HE WAS WALKING.
and it was funny yet scary and me and sebbie always stay away from the areas which is possible to get it.
hahahs.
well tts it i guess.

UPDATED:3:18AM

19/o1/2oo9

2009-01-19T22:21:00.000+08:00

its 12pm when i wake up.(its the sunny one)
well grabb a milo and sit in the living room.
well watch tv in disney channel till 1.30pm.
then changed channel to sensasi to watch SUCI.
it ended at 2.3opm.
well get myself clean from all the debrise of my bed.
and eat my lunch.
well use the laptop on the living room.
watch some videos in youtube.
go to friendster and see my comments building up.
and well watch some hindi song and more of arabic belly dancers.(which is super H.O.T)
then talk on the phone with SitiRamreena, LisaMarieWhite, FardianaRamdhan, SharifahShafiqah, NurainiHassan till 7.3opm and then watch another episode of SUCI.
and well then watch 2 series of FRIENDS till 9.3opm.
got online and think of creating this blog and well now created and posting.

Updated at:: 10:4opm

Blinging those Desires

2009-01-19T21:47:00.000+08:00

This is the NEWEST artifact.

Well left blogging 2 years back

Now back in the pack.

And well rushing those blanks.

Hope to see ya' enjoying the with the rest.