I just realised.Nurul made me realised.and in the end i know whats the cause.keep it all to myself.not telling to anyone. she gave me hints long time ago.and its too late too apologise.all i can do is to regret to lose such a wonderful person that i could ever have.and just sit and think of the mistakes ive done.im nothing compared to her.she is the world while im just a lil earthling living on this planet earth.im sorry if i hurt you.i know we are both from different worlds.as what you think.i am goiing back to your world without you noticing.and i know im all bad in your eyes.and i will accept that cause im no good.but i just wishedd that the romeo and juliet that we used to be could continue.cause all i could think of is you. the meaning of l.o.v.e.i just felt it at the spur of moment when u left me.im forcing and walking and trying to walk forward.but the head just fail to listen and just need to turn back.so all i could do is to see u lead a happy life just without me.the hunger in me fills every single day without hearing to your voice.its at the rim as its time to decay.monstrous pile of love medicine is needed and no one can give the same supplements like you do.and all i could do is pray for the best as there is nothing to lose in the end.but for me there is LOTS to lose.and i just want you to know.that there is so many people who needs you.but all i can think of is i need you most. Juliet, save me, I've been feeling so alone.I keep waiting, for you but you never come.Is this in my head, I don't know what to think. You're the meaning in my life. You bring feeling to my life. Wanna have you near me. I wanna have you hear me sayin' No one needs you more than I this is all i could say to you Sharifah.
there it ends.
Thursday, April 23, 2009 <3